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The old plaster walls are like a second skin
That wraps right around you even when they're all closing in
A creature of comfort just coming to terms with a tight tourniquet
There was a time when there was no confining our protagonist

As the days drone on, and the fire within
Is slowly replaced by your responsibility in
Making it up as you go along, none of us really know shit
Second opinions can still just be waters not worth wading in
It doesn't need to be some big secret

From under a dying sun
Caught in the middle of escaping escapism
Turns out admitting defeat takes too much energy

Is the humming gone? Can you still hear it too?
When the road has run out, will you have somewhere you can run to?
Has the excitement all come and gone? Is that moment worth holding through?
Can your pen still make light of all the paper you're holding on to?

From under a dying sun
Caught in the middle of escaping escapism
Turns out admitting defeat takes too much energy

From under a dying sun
Caught in the middle of escaping escapism
Once youthful and fully free
Turns out admitting defeat takes too much energy

Be the stone that just keeps grinding away
Once you're just dust in the ditch
Then your soul's finally saved

When I go camping or something I like to bring all my gear so when i'm sitting around I can try different stuff

But I never had a good safe way to bring everything, I always wanted a nice big hard case to be able to put everything and be able to easily open the car trunk and swap stuff out

I found this old luggage at a thrift store recently so I got some pluck foam and started shaping out the holes

Its still a work in progress I need to added a bit more foam to the gap and maybe glue some bags to the cover for small things like cables and stuff

I've been on the hunt for the perfect bag for my daily use of carrying my laptop and camera to and from work.

I found this old rei bag this weekend with the 25% off goodwill sale for July 4 so it cost me 9 bucks

Took it home and washed it in the sink with a brush and soap

Then tossed it in with a load of laundry for a second wash

The laptop pouch doesnt fit my laptop but it fits in there next to my soft pouch for my camera and headphones so its alright

Got some arrachera and made a quick guacamole

I put onion, jalapeño, tomato and lemon with some salt and pepper and let it sit for a little so the lemon soaks into the onion along with jalapeño

Then I added avocados

I cooked up the meat on a pan, I don't own a grill currently

I keep the meat in a cast iron dutch oven and use my electric griddle to cook the tortillas.

Once everything is cooked I grab one tortilla at a time and use some scissors to cut some meat for the taco. Then I add the guacamole and some store bought salsa from the deli

Come clean, cataclysmic truth
Brace yourself yeah no one's gonna do it for you
Grab hold the concept of control
And dig it into the side of your skull
Wring out all that you've said before
Those empty words scraped from charity's shores and just

Plant your feet in a new daydream
Where you're the one with the boot to your teeth now
Peel them back generations of vile
Privilege in the shape of a smile
I'll be incinerating your blissful ignorance
So, you can feel how scorched the earth really is

Unravel loud in disgrace
Just keep digging your own grave

Fear now, 'fore all those in cahoots
Will be burned straight down to their roots
And the stronghold of their era of gold
Will be dismantled down to dust from its bones
Shine a light on the vermin who hide
At the family reunion in plain sight
Smashing fascists as quick as you can move
Your thumb back and forth as you scroll to your doom

Unravel loud in disgrace
Just keep digging your own grave
As your empire burns it seems
That our sound reverberates

A cold sweat around your remote control
Drains you down to the dire and the dull
I can't believe that the god you seek
Is but a translation for your hate speech
Recognize all the evil that lies
Awake at night with a secret to hide
Your salvation is sinking, you see
Into the hands of the bored and bloodthirsty

I saw this instance is shutting down and I havent found any other elder scrolls community that is preferably not on lemmy.world or lemmy.ml so I was curious if the mods here had any plans to move?

Pigeon landed in the backyard and stared into my soul from the window