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I don't get what you mean

I'm bipolar, so most days I'm either the most productive machine of a person in the room or I'm burnt out to a crisp and want to kill myself

It's just how things are when we are into niche stuff, I went through this a lot when I was younger. You need to adapt: turn the project solo, look for online collaborators, find an established shoegaze community locally and introduce them to your ideas slowly...

Oh, my bad. I meant offline version hahahaha

For The One Ring I just run a discord server with the Narvi bot, although I run combat, journeys and counsils myself because I couldn't be bothered learning the contexts and such.
For any duet sessions with my SO (we've done Mothership and Delta Green) we just call each other over Whatsapp or Signal and I trust her not to cheat the rolls, then we track everything on pen and paper ourselves. It works pretty great for how ultra minimalistic it is

Roman catholic

Imagine reading a book that's still being written. Straight to the stake!

Something like a digital version of Wikipedia could work out great. I could have encyclopedic knowledge of their world and future events, such as "the pope is going to name himself such and such" at the palm of my hand

I'm religious so that's pretty much figured out for me lol

I have tons of family events so not much will be done except that. I'll try to fit in a session of duet Delta Green with my SO and some prep for my new One Ring 2e table (any ideas are welcome)

I want to visit China so bad. Best cuisine in the world

Tobacco. Anytime, anywhere