ratboy

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[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 17 points 1 year ago

Being an eepy boy snuggled up in bed waking up my laptop every once in a while to pretend I'm working.

comfy

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 7 points 1 year ago

I worked at a few different second and third wave coffee shops. The fancy hipster third wave ones had incredible coffee and espresso from all over the world. Tbh if being a barista paid a decent wage I might still be doing it.

Now that I'm a lot older though coffee makes my lil tumtum hurt though so I don't drink it often

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 4 points 1 year ago

Cw alcohol withdrawal, death

spoiler


Texted my dad happy father's day after not talking for a while for him to drop the "I'm 7 days sober! I detoxed at home and had two seizures and lost the use of my hands for two days and my wife had to feed me, but never again!"

But it will be again, and again, and he will die that way, most likely.

Having fucked up parents is quite the experience.

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 10 points 1 year ago

Fire ze ~~baguettes~~ missiles!!

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 6 points 1 year ago

This really hits home for me, comrade, and I'm sorry you're experiencing it. I'm autistic and a pretty emotional person so i am very open and blunt about my emotions/mental health. It has served to be pretty off putting to people. I think many people are just super uncomfortable with talking about emotions because they don't want to investigate their own.

I also share the indignation of having to always ask to get my needs met. I was neglected as a kid and a parentified child so I feel like I'm ALWAYS paying attention to others' needs and asking how I can support...not getting that in return definitely makes me feel like throwing a tantrum sometimes. Like I WANT SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE AND ANTICIPATE MY NEEDS!! This is where I feel practicing acceptance is very crucial and it sucks to have to accept

Looks like you were able to express yourself tho and get those needs met, I'm glad for that!

Care-Comrade

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 5 points 1 year ago

It's like very gay Taylor Swift, at least the one song I listened to was

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 2 points 1 year ago

Hey, sometimes it's barely manageable to get up in the morning in the first place so I feel you. I made protein shakes in a big giant jar all at once so I have em over the week and that felt like such a loge hack to me lol. I haven't had tamago kake Gohan in forever! Love the yolk in the rice

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 2 points 1 year ago

Fuuu I wanna find Dill pickle Hummus! Pickle spices are so hot right now

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 2 points 1 year ago

I was doing a keto diet for a while and I loved the excuse of having cream cheese on anything and everything. Top tier food lol

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I love the sound of veganonara lol. How would you make it without egg at least isn't that what Linda gives it the saucy texture?? I haven't made it myself in a long time so I forget the ingredients

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

The chopper device is something I thought of using in the past but haven't been sure about how effective it would be. I worked at an organic hippie grocery so I'm pretty spoiled about needing fresh veg so this sounds like a great alternative to frozen veg or chopping for 50 years lol.

[–] ratboy@hexbear.net 8 points 1 year ago

My hairdo looks so fucking good today I wish I could post it

Random: it's interesting to me how flavored tobacco and vapes are being banned and such but Green Apple Puckers and Alize and Cherry flavored Buzz Bombs and wine coolers and jello shots have been chill for decades. Let me have my White Gummybear vape in peace!

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