Started my Strattera yesterday, then found out one of my clients may have brain cancer, then another social services worker told me another one of my clients passed away. Yes, I started bawling in my office. Yes, I immediately sucked it up to help the next person bc the distraction is what helps. Yes that client immediately broke into existential crisis mode about everything being fucking hopeless because he's homeless and has no stability and everything gets stolen from him and he gets assaulted and tracked down since he saved up 4,000 fucking soda and beer cans to recycle so he could buy himself a nice bike and now he's a mark.
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Crash Bandicoot, Star Ocean 2, Legend of Legaia, Klonoa, Final Fantasy 7 of course, Kingdom Hearts 1
Earthbound, Super Mario World, Chrono Trigger, Donkey Kong Country, Sonic & Knuckles, Bust-a-Move, Vectorman
The flowers are so cute!! I feel like pitcher plants can be super finicky and yours looks great for growing from seed, I'm jealous
Yeah, I took my first dose this morning at 18mg. The first 30 minutes were pretty weird but I seem to have levelled out.
I already read up on a lot of the side effects on reddit lol but trying to keep in mind that it's really life changing for some people with little to no side effects. I just hate the idea of having to stick it out for a month or two to see if I come out on the other side and it's the drug for me or not. But better than nothing, I suppose
Hmm interesting. I've never taken wellbutrin but I'm currently on Lamictal. Do you experience any side effects?
This seems to be a lot of what I'm hearing which sucks :/ can I ask how long you were on it for and what symptoms you're trying to treat? I took my first dose this morning, it was weird but I evened out a bit. Now I just feel totally unmotivated lol
I love reading everything you write on here. You're so knowledgeable and I admire that as someone who really likes to research about mental illness and neurodivergence.
I met with my psychiatrist yesterday and she prescribed be ADHD meds, but said that I likely wasn't autistic. It sucks because I dont really remember my childhood; I did well in school and had neglectful parents so CPTSD is definitely a part of my experience, so...the impostor syndrome continues lol
I randomly got to see them behind a book store while passing through Phoenix AZ. They are still freaky hippies lol
I always like to think that lemmy was named after our lord and savior Mr. Kilmeister
Me trying to set boundaries for myself: "hey guys I need to step away from the bargaining table, it's really severely impacting my mental health and I havent had a personal life in a year. I'll try to help in whatever way I can! Thanks for understanding"
Me, feeling guilty for setting boundaries: spends 7 hours on a work day writing 9 proposals along with arguments and counters, talk to my comrades for an hour on the phone about strategy
Two days later: thinks about going to the table anyway
I will listen to it and report back
Thank you so much
Normally I can handle that kind of news pretty well; but I think with starting new medication I really got fucked up. All my clients are typically homeless with substance use issues and serious/persistent mental illness so this kinda thing isn't uncommon for me to hear...but it never feels fair, especially once you get to know someone and hear about how cool their hobbies and lives are (were) and how many are just such funny and kind and gentle people.
Death to america