true :3
erin
joined 3 weeks ago
also i have smol boobs
and my mom have smol my dad sister are smol
genetics
i have high T pre hrt 20-27 nmol and im experienced depersonalization some times derealization suicidal thoughts, depression etc etc and it all from puberty start at 12 biochemical dysphoria really need research
im remember when i starting hrt with cyproterone holy shit it like painkiller after blocking receptors after some hours i feel better and less psychotic
(also get a vpn if you didn’t do so already, use librefox + ublock origin, self host if possible, know your threat model, etc) already but basically, the best would be to go for a larger city in a relatively trans-friendly country. consider also society’s attitudes rather than laws only! berlin? considering you’re in russia, literally go to any bigger city (like 100k+ ppl) in the west, you’ll be much better off that way. already people are awful in asian part
malts is interesting but very hard to move
i have less dysphoric days now :3
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the language of cat owners, i have two
wtf they cancel corticotropin order
estradiol,
SHBG,
LH,
thyroid stimulating hormone,
prolactine,
testosterone,
insulin-like growth factor,
growth hormone,
now waiting result for corticotropin(should be okay but i checked only in 2024, cortisol levels are okay(checked in september)) and hope i really dont have pituitary micro adeoma as radiologist think (only based on circle shape and suggested making MRI with contrast substance)
i have circle shape even pre-hrt pre-antipsychotics even same sizes but previous radiologist doesnt mention that in summary
after i shut off antipsychotic(affects some levels) i will test again but more tests such as idk how is in english general clinical blood analysis, biochemical etc
also valproate is funny thing it creates hormone flustrations after this i defenitly should retake bloodtest after medication changes
hmm it normal now
heh really