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And we were so proud of him for getting his certification!

I'll probably never be totally sure (since i started treating my anxiety before i started thinking about these episodes, so i never described them to a shrink), but I believe I used to disassociate during my worst bouts of anxiety. I thought of them positively, because the incidents meant i wasn't having a panic attack, but they were just a different symptom of the same problem. My memories afterwards were vague or nonexistant. What I do recall is feeling slightly apart from myself the whole time and doing things on autopilot.

It also used to be a relief when a period of intense stress dulled into depression. Even if I still couldn't cope or do anything, at least I didn't feel anything, right?

None of that is really great, turns out. It wasn't that I'd gotten over my anxiety in the short term. It was just a new manifestation of it.

i used to be like "sometimes i get so anxious i kinda zone out and separate from myself a bit!" and thought this was great cause i could get more done but turns out it's not great actually to do that

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sometimes the words will be like 1% below the required connection and it's so frustrating lol

Thanks for sharing! I'd only heard of dragonsweeper before.

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“The reports coming in from the [training officer] were not complimentary in Hardin’s favour,” former sergeant Mark Hanna told 40/29 News.

“This guy [was] using police training because he doesn’t want to be a good cop … he’s wanting to be a good criminal."

hmm...

that's weird! here's the article i linked, if you can read this reply.

https://www.ngv.vic.gov.au/essay/an-interview-with-ichwan-noor/

https://www.ngv.vic.gov.au/essay/an-interview-with-ichwan-noor/

Beetle sphere takes the vehicle’s iconic curves to the extreme. Responding to the car’s loaded political history and signature design, the work features the twentieth-century design classic warped into a sphere comprised of authentic and fabricated components. To avoid the damage involved in reshaping a real car, Noor carved a spherical polyurethane replica of the vehicle’s body and then cast it in aluminium. A separate spherical interior was produced and fit to the cast exterior. The resulting sculpture is augmented with original car parts by the manufacturer to complete the illusion.

neat!

tumblr's search sucks so i mostly just follow people and entertaining posts float across my dash like a bottle thrown into the ocean finding its way to shore.