backwardsbae

Doing okay. Back at work after a full month off for FFS. Convinced the nurse to let me do virtual followup appointments going forward. Just feeling a little tired getting back to normal but happy to be out of hotels finally.

I'm a little blah today honestly. Sitting in the train station waiting to head to my second post-op appt from FFS. Happy with the results but idk. Something has just been bothering me lately and I can't put my finger on it. I've been out of work for two weeks now, one more to go, and I don't feel rested at all. I also don't feel like resting. I'm so bored lately.

I still gotta shop for myself, cook for myself, clean up after myself, etc. It's just me so I don't really have a support network for day to day tasks.

I can't feel the majority of my forehead and scalp. I've definitely bumped my head a few times and only realized from the sound/slight balance shift. I don't like not feeling anything.

It'll get better. I just wish I was recovered and had someone for emotional support as well as my day to day stuff right now. Couch cuddles and Chinese food, you know? Bad TV with no worries.

I tried using the above command and had the same issue until I went to runelite.appimage > right click > properties > permissions > check "allow executing file as program"

Though I still can't sign in since I have a jagex account. 🤷‍♀️ Got it to launch though!

Not a game specifically, but Seekers of the Storm DLC for Risk of Rain 2.

They didnt haven't to break Loader like that. :( I still miss that game. Refunded and stopped playing it. Gearbox sucks.

A combination of wanting to be at my healthiest for my medical transition, and the god awful stomach issues that came about from drinking after my medical transition.

I used alcohol as a means to escape, and I don't need to do that anymore. It makes me feel absolutely miserable and it was time to let it go.

Cis is a slur now? Well dang, that's news to me!