alina

I just don't feel feminine, аlthough I have long hair, I use makeup and I can't be called tomboy, but I think calling me a woman sounds ridiculous, I'm not sure why, has anyone dealt with this?

I'm trying to plan my life, but I feel like I'm putting together a thousand-piece puzzle with no picture on the box

I just think they look so good, better than men where I live. And I mean the facial aesthetics and a few other things. I don't mean actors, but men I see in street polls or in english language learning apps, or in homemade porn. There are a lot of things I could say here, but I just want to say that I don't think it's good for me and I'm trying to get rid of it.

It starts from Lucifer's perspective as he falls from the sky, musing in a tired voice about his future fate and how tired and broken he is. Then the action takes place in the garden of eden, and then I don't remember, and I think the whole cartoon was from Lucifer's perspective. I don't think it was exactly a children's cartoon, as the art was very mature and aesthetically pleasing, perhaps black and white with lots of light tones, and looked like watercolors, although I'm not sure. The overall atmosphere was calm and melancholic. That's all I can say, I saw it when I was seven years old, and that little fragment still lives in my head :<

This is my case, I'm wondering if it's common

I asked a question on a forum about why a command wasn't working. They said I didn't have an interpreter installed on my computer and were making fun of me. I showed them that I had one installed and that wasn't the problem, but they continued to talk sarcastically to me without explaining anything. Only one of them suggested the cause of the problem, and he was right, so I thanked him. Then another guy said that if I couldn't figure it out myself, I should do something else and that he was tired of people like me. After that, I deleted my question, and now I'm not sure. And I don't think I want to ask for help ever again