alias_qr_rainmaker

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[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 2 points 10 hours ago

My first gut feeling is usually delusional. I've dealt with delusional thinking for pretty much my whole life. I've been able to deal with because I know that it's not an evil demon or the voice of the Satan, no....it's just my brain misfiring, nothing more, it's not part of what defines me as a person. So the scientifically accurate way of looking at it is by far the healthier way because it doesn't put the blame on you. It doesn't make you convinced that you're being punished because you're a sinner.

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 2 points 11 hours ago (3 children)

I'm not into murders and executions like Patrick, though, I'm more about lies, deception, and treachery. I am now the kind of person who works for whoever pays me the most. Well I hope the progressives have deep pockets because I still like them

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 4 points 11 hours ago (7 children)

joke's on you, i was already schizoaffective and autistic, and i have tourette's syndrome, which comes with add and ocd. also i'm a stutterer

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 0 points 12 hours ago

Oh I forgot to mention that last time I spent ten days in the psych ward and lost three years of my life because I was overmedicated on lithium

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 0 points 12 hours ago

My posts were removed from reddit and I was banned. Fuck reddit, I'm done with that shithole forever

 

The previous manic episode was 2022, I had just had a traumatic brain injury, I stole my mom's car and drove north because a speedrunner named Chronos got to know me on Discord and basically gaslit me into stealing my mom's car and driving north to avoid a nuclear explosion in Washington D.C. Chronos knew I had just had a TBI and he knew how easy I was to manipulate. When I was manic this year, I made a few posts about Chronos on reddit and I talked about how I believe he is secretly a high functioning psychopath and he just hides it very well.

I want to be clear, however, that I can't be 100% sure Chronos is the guy. But I spoke to him on the phone multiple times in 2022 (Disord voice chat) and his voice sounds 100% like Chronos, and the guy has a VERY distinctive voice.

https://youtu.be/81lcPfpz7VM

I also wrote emails to Jonathan Swan of The New York Times and confessed to being the founder of the Qanon movement. I'm not, but at the time, I thought I was, and I gotta admit, my reason for believing I was the Qanon guy was not that delusional.

But that was then, here is what the most recent episode was like.

I immediately got better once I realized that my definition of mania was different from my family's definition of mania. So I basically stopped acting manic. That's it. Also I can't talk about the real reason why I went manic because no one has ever believed me. So I went manic for one and only one reason. I got a new computer, which triggered my mania, which made me want to get high, which is why I relapsed. The truth is that my drug use did not increase at all during that time.

So yeah.......that's why I went manic this time.

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 4 points 12 hours ago

Elon isn't co-president anymore but he's still secret reptilian president so he's probably gonna get his fangs all over this one

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 3 points 14 hours ago

i shouldn't have a problem recording it. i have a MIDI keyboard that's hooked up to garageband. also i play acoustic guitar. i'll post it in whatever the appropriate lemmy is when it's ready

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 3 points 14 hours ago

the thing is there would probably be an even HUGER market for performance enhancing drugs. must suck being like everyone else, right? everyone has the same golf swing? yeah, that would really suck. better do a bunch of fuckin gear so i can swing harder, lmaoooo

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 3 points 15 hours ago (1 children)

the thing about pdf's is that when you cat them, they look like a bunch of gobbledygook. surely there's a command line took out there that lets you cat a pdf, unless it's like literally impossible for some reason

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 31 points 15 hours ago (1 children)

you're right, but the thing is.....this is a meme. so it doesn't have to be factual

[–] alias_qr_rainmaker@lemmy.world 3 points 15 hours ago (1 children)

didn't fred trump get busted at a klan rally in the 20s? i think the trump camp got asked about this once, and they were seriously like "that was a different racist fred trump"

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