thanks patriot, I will trust the plan
VernetheJules
joined 5 years ago
election year
Mfw the brave little toaster and the little engine that could get caught up in book bans 
Just one more axis bro c'mon bro one more axis I swear bro political hypercube bro c'mon bro I swear bro
stop the count
Hmmm, might need to get my meter calibrated
Me with all of the PhDs I'll have after doing my own research on every subject known to man so I can finally make an informed decision:
Turning a knob that says "gender" on it and looking at 
for approval like I'm a contestant on the price is right
Who enshittifies the present, enshittifies the past. Who enshittifies the past, enshittifies the future
Literally 
I don't really like this, because my time as a boy/man is part of who I am. I would not be me without it, and despite all of the problems I had and have due to my gender, it is still part of who I am. I fought through all of this and worked to find out who I want to be by myself. I wouldn't wanna be cis, and I also don't want to cease being the me born out of this struggle.
I felt this suuuuuuuper hard when I finally came to terms with myself after realizing I had spent years in denial. One of the reasons why I didn't feel like I could be trans was that I felt like there was a lot of me I did like. That felt like it was in conflict with the narrative I grew up with, where you basically need to want to erase all traces of your past self to consider yourself trans. I spent quite a bit of time grappling with "what parts of me do I want to save" and I basically decided I would do whatever the fuck I wanted and not try to stress over being in some kind of binary. Honestly the only thing I have tension with now is my voice but I manage by flipping between a fem voice and masc voice in different contexts.
Finally I can find this with "family guy"
Amazing work, hats off to you folks
molon labe