Uli

The spice must flow (into my mouth)

To... provide mental health support preemptively? To provide mental health support preemptively, right?

Don't spy on me from my moon pocket.

Well, now that we know what's out there, I think we should focus our efforts on putting a big sea monster into the ocean.

I think purple should be the color that goes under the overpass, since it's the one our brain makes up between violet and red to turn our perception of visible light into a color wheel.

Free popcorn and squeezy cheese for everyone. Free them! Narf!

I don't like the rootkit. I do everything I possibly can on Linux aside from the one game that requires it. That said, since they started using the rootkit, there has been a steep drop-off in bots in the game. As in I don't see any anymore. So, annoying and a huge security risk? Absolutely. Dubious? Maybe? Depends on what you mean.

Yeah, that's what they do in Hawaii currently, with amber LEDs that mimic the tone of the old sodium-vapor lamps.

It's definitely an improvement. I would love to see both the matrix and the amber spectrum applied at the same time, that's like peak utopia for me right there.

Or maybe areas like Hawaii where preventing light pollution is of critical importance? I feel like a lot of mass-produced technologies face their main hurdle at manufacturing and if early adopters fund those initial manufacturing costs, the price can then come down quite a lot. But ultimately, it's mostly wishful thinking, how I would want the world to be, seeing the issues all around us now.

I had a thought last night. Some new cars have "matrix" headlights, which will detect oncoming drivers and use an LCD matrix to block out areas that would blind the oncoming driver.

I was looking at the shadow cast on my back door from a streetlight a couple blocks away and thinking it's a very useful light for people walking on the street. Just not for me standing in my backyard or the birds sleeping in my trees.

I wonder if we could start applying this active matrix technology to streetlights. Each time one is set up, we could program it to illuminate all the walkways but not much else. Just an idea.

Just mild nearsightnedness, not the kind of impairment you would expect to lead to non-24. I think every case is a bit different, and I'm probably not the best person to ask what with my lack of professional diagnosis.

But for me, I think it could have some relation to ADHD. In particular, I tend to "sleep procrastinate". I can lie in bed for hours and hours without feeling tired, because my brain is telling me, "You're not done with your day yet."

Typically this means doing a collection of self-serving things (video games, movies, etc) for the purposes of de-stressing, and hopefully also the life maintenance things I should be doing, including work. And after all of this, I tend to feel like my day is just starting - now that I've gotten all of those things out of the way, I can finally think about the passion projects that might allow me to escape the rat race altogether, and maybe even change the system for the better. For me, it comes down to this doubt as to whether there will be a place for me in the world, come 5 or 10 years from now. The more I feel like I'm "escaping" the system, the less stress I feel in my day, the more complete I feel when it's time to sleep. But it's a work in progress.

So, if I had to guess based on personal experience, I would think there could be some near-constant stressor that has simply always been part of your mom's life, and if that thing were to be addressed (or maybe therapy to figure out what the root even is), the symptoms could lesson. But of course, this is highly specific to my own personal experience (which I am still struggling to understand), and your mom's ailment could be from an entirely different cause. What I have heard from internet research is that it's a lot rarer in sighted people but still definitely does happen. And may have another ailment as the root cause (such as how ADHD can disrupt circadian rhythm in general).

And thanks for the tip on seeking the more rural urgent care facilities. Without being too specific about region, in my area, that would definitely be applicable. Right now, I have no aches or pains, and since prostate stones can be caused by temporary bacteria infections, it's entirely possible it just went away. An ultrasound would definitely be the right move for me though. I'm just hoping that I continue to feel fine until I have good insurance again, just because that seems easiest. I'm lucky to have decent social services where I am should anything truly urgent occur. But it's definitely a good reminder to make health a priority over work when I am employed.

And while a smidge embarrassing, I appreciate being on a small-scale social media network like this where I can randomly discuss my health issues on a meme thread. Have to remind myself that I haven't really discussed my health with anyone as an adult, and it's probably something that men in general could stand to get more used to doing.

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