SquishedFly

joined 1 year ago
[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 6 points 9 months ago

I'm sorry for you... (hug-emoji.jpeg, my phone doesn't have an emoji keyboard)

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 8 points 9 months ago (1 children)

Some more alternatives to common tracker filled stuff:

  • Google play store -> F-Droid (specific open scpurce apps)
  • Google play store -> Aurora store (gets apps from google)
  • YouTube/Soundcloud -> Newpipe (integrated adblock)
  • google maps -> OpenStreetsMap (website) or OsmAnd (android)
  • amazon -> your local store, pay in cash

More browsers:

  • Waterfox (cut down version of Firefox) (Linux, Windows, android)
  • duckduckgo (android)

Search engines:

  • Startpage
  • duckduckgo
  • brave

Cheaper alternatives to Proton (if you pay): VPN:

  • PrivateInternetAccess
  • Hide.me

Mail:

  • tuta
  • mailinator (for creating temporary spam mails) (free)
[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 46 points 9 months ago (3 children)

Ayy girl, are you into bondage?

Because I want to tie you up (to save some space), put you into a box and FedEx you to a more accepting country~

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 9 months ago (1 children)

Surprisingly, I've seen a lot of breast growth over just 7 weeks or so

And I cry a lot more easily now and I'm a lot happier with myself

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 9 months ago (1 children)

I sure hope so, I've been going through a rough patch for quite a few weeks now...

But I'll take the best of it. HRT might have made me into even more of a crybaby but the fact that I'm managing even now proves that I have become a lot stronger with it

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 9 months ago (3 children)

I probably just experienced the worst week in a long while...

My insomnia is getting bad enough that my sleep meds don't work, I had a massive panic attack in the middle of a train station (couldn't breathe properly and move and stuff) and just sobbed on the floor for 10 minutes without anyone giving a shit about me and me continuing to cry for 3 hours after coning home.

Then I found out that we're being kicked out of our home soon and then I had a reeeaallyyy rough meeting with my boss which led me to cry for another 15 minutes at work (I was alone in the office at that point since I had so much work that I had to do ~10h of overtime despite being employed full time already).

Then when the week was finally over and I thought that it can't get any worse, my dad called me and told me that one of our cats died...

And finally, the only thing I was looking forward to all week, an online event in a game. I wasn't able to join because fuck if I know.

Life just hated me for 7 days in a row but I'm still standing. Probably because I did the best decision ever and took an emotional support plushie with me to work.

I'm still standing!

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 9 months ago

For some reason i got super lucky and my body healed all of my sh scars to the point of none being visible anymore

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 9 months ago (2 children)

I haven't but if 10 years of time won't help then neither will any cream or lotion

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 19 points 10 months ago* (last edited 10 months ago) (2 children)

Is she cutting her nail on her bed???

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 27 points 10 months ago (1 children)

The first draft of the meme actually had it just be "someone" and every pronoun be "they" so yeah, I feel you

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 26 points 10 months ago

Thank you 🤗

I didn't consider that it could be the hormonal cycle but yeah, that could very likely be it. I absolutely have noticed several things that would 100% line up with it the last few days

(Also, you just made me realize that I've been on HRT for 6 weeks already. Holy hell, time flies)

[–] SquishedFly@lemmy.blahaj.zone 15 points 10 months ago (1 children)

Thank you but I think I'm fine. Estro just made me feel very needy and I don't have many friends in my area that I can hug

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