Well spoken, i blame myself more than anything for my first marriage. I married the first girl that put out basically and it was a huge mistake. Although i learned valuable lessons along the way like working hard to support a home and such we were never really meant for each other. Verbal abuse was constant and the environment toxic, eventually leading to cheating with others on both sides although she started it. Looking back i would’ve got to know her better instead of first date sex but then again i was 19 and it seemed like an awesome deal at the time. I just wished that 13-14 years weren’t wasted on that but hey you live and learn. After leaving i found myself scared because im although i desire love i wasn’t sure if i could go through it again so i slept around. This was a mistake as it didn’t make me happier and i don’t look back in awe of any of it. I’m not sure if ill find “true love” if I’m even capable of it, or if I’m even capable of it and that’s what rattled me more than anything. I’m not perfect and no one is but add time goes on i see the flaws in myself and although i try to improve done things are innate. I need to work on my impulsive response more than anything and learn patience. So am i ready to move on after 3 and a half years, who knows. I’m ready mentally but an i ready to throw my flawed self at someone else…. That remains to be seen.
In conclusion i think I’ll try to find love again; but I’m nervous and scared.
Snatchdaddy
Hmmm could be interesting
How would it work, like a chat bout that responds in chat gpt style? If so i want Richard Simmons the chat bot to comment on modern politics and such
Golden parachutes should be taxxed at 80% in my opinion cz they are usually unwarranted and follow great debacles controversy and failure. Im a independent leaning a little more right but even i recognize the corruption behind this practice. Sometimes imo the idea of government overreach can be a good thing. Also the golden parachutes once taxxed maybe a portion 50% goes in checks to the low level workers as compensation for the companies failed state
Thanks, it honestly Feels great to be active again
Sulfur and the devils asshole in hell and pancakes and maple syrup in heaven
Something can be said About the amount of rapes taking place by migrants not only in uk but across Europe. Ignoring this fact is nothing more than living a lie you should be ashamed of. After ww2 it made sense for Europe to bring in tons of migrants because guess what, tons of young men died. Same in Americas Industrial Revolution, we’re over here needed tons of people in the factories and mills. But the current system of migration isn’t really beneficial for anyone involved, migrants suffer prejudice and abuses, locals feel forgotten by their governments and rent prices along with other goods soar do to demand. There are solutions but putting groups against each other while ignoring real issues like rape, increased cost of living and lack of job opportunities can’t be ignored. The other question i put forth is that after ww2 populations in Europe and their colonies were loyal to an idea of the country or the empire but today that doesn’t exist. Im not trying to shit on islam but a segment of it for certain is radicalized. And also there is no loyalty to European countries. Is a difficult situation for all involved imo
I’m almost one hour into a workout. After this it’s shower and then i get back to writing my novel. Ty for the words and when you get confident start small and build, even pushups on knees are something
I’ll tell you what though that first day of doing chest after not doing it for a long time. OMFG!!!! Kill me please
Imagine my shock