No problem :)
To get the point since as you've stated your brain is filled.
Here's how I view Apple:
- anti consumer
- Test
- anti developer
- anti privacy
- anti right to repair
Are you just looking for an open source Discord front-end? If so you could check out BetterDiscord. Here's a link to their Github https://github.com/BetterDiscord/BetterDiscord
It's a Apple product so regardless of the price or product it'll probably be normalized.
As far as anti-privacy here's an example https://gizmodo.com/apple-iphone-analytics-tracking-even-when-off-app-store-1849757558
And in regards to mainstream alternatives: