Psionicsickness

Brother. It's not an easy fix. Where do you find it? Inside of you. Move. Force it. Keep forcing it. You have to. Til it's a habit and not forced.

You missed the point. The lazy was on purpose. I'm not a republican cheerleader either, but I believe they ARE absolutely the same. Guillotine them all.

World of Darkness IS set in modern day, font know if that's the kind of fantasy you want tho.

Maybe Shadowrun?

Yeah but the base assumption is that all those ancestors only ever came once.

Oh. Manic Depressive? ADHD make sense sometimes? Of fucking course. I'm smart, compassionate, wise, and PERFECT.

Half the time.

Then I realize how much of a peice of shit I was when I KNEW I was like that.

Not dismissing OPs issues, but you feel like you relate because SOMETIMES you do.

I fucking hate my brain.

I ain't sayin she's a gold digger

But she ain't messin with no broke n****s

Gold Digger by Kanye West

I think it absolutely could have been done. The officers could be on comms during away missions and you could absolutely flesh out multiple characters in the lesser ranks that would be communicating the situation back to command.

Then you could absolutely have dramatic moments where senior staff or the captain are either required to join them or abducted.

Heroes of the Storm is a great "retirement league" that I really enjoyed.

So I was a nuclear operator on a submarine. Our boats are fucking badass, but when we go silent, the plant still has to operate on "natural circulation". Now I don't want to get into that, but suffice to say it means water still has to flow. That flow means a little bit of sound.

Iran has diesel boats. They have to surface every couple days to run their loud as fuck engines to charge batteries.

But once the submerge? Just running on batteries?

They're quieter than us. We would never know where they were. They could sink a carrier in a second.

That being said?

South Dakota, in 9 months. Bet.

I don't have a house, some cocksucker who owns about 10,000 homes technically owns the place I've called home for about a decade.

I'm sooooo ok with this. Being able to understand where their depression was and able to communicate perfectly how to shift their perspective would give me a purpose that would kill my depression and realign my perspective.