Yea I'm not great at it, that's why I use vortex. It tells me if I'm missing mods or if mods clash. Bethesda is definitely a buggy company in general. Really wish they weren't
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Yea that may contribute, I started with 3 so I never noticed a difference between 3, NV, and 4. Do you play on PC? If you do, I bet there's an auto save mod. I use Nexus mods Vortex mod loader. I'm currently addicted to Starfield so I know how hard it is to jump out of the current binge. Have fun regardless, that's the important part!
Developed by Obsidian, owned by Bethesda, but yea really more Obsidian's baby so my bad.
Have you considered a chastity cage? It would would keep you from having an erection and diminish the overall size of the bulge. I'm getting one to look/feel more feminine in my panties and skirts. This is what I'm getting:
https://lockthecock.com/products/pink-plastic-cock-cage-1
I don't like that it says sissy on it so I plan on filing that off. Don't know how normal this is but it sounds like it might be a good option for you.
The feminine chastity lemmy group is like 90% porn but there are some post about chastity progress and advice. It's pretty inactive but you might get lucky:
https://lemmynsfw.com/c/sissychastity
I generally only masturbate as a form of bodily maintenance, it's a good stress reliever and helps boost your immune system. It might help you to think of it this way, disconnect the sexual nature of the act.
I hope any of this helps. I don't like to hear you are in so much pain, and want nothing more than for you to feel good about you no matter what. Deep breaths and remember, it's a beautiful day as long as you want it to be!
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I highly recommend giving it another shot, the opening is a bit slow and there is a lllloooooottttt of mindless running through the desert but there are fun things peppered everywhere. Never follow the main road, if you see something in the distance go there, search for the sunset sasparilla star bottle caps, DO NOT ENTER THE QUARRY UNTIL YOU ARE AT LEAST LEVEL 10!!!!
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Easily my favorite Bethesda game. Fallout 4 has prettier dresses though :(
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Hi Azura! And welcome! I'm so happy you decided to join us! I'm pretty new here myself, but let me tell you everyone is amazing. They have been nothing but caring and supportive of me and it has really helped me. I'm still a big ol' ball of worry and self doubt, but coming here everyday really sooths my soul.I look forward to walking this path with you and everyone else here, holding hands along the way!
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Absolutely gorgeous! I love that shirt, it looks great on you!
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So happy for you! Public transit is so important and needs to be made much more accessible for all. I hope everything goes swimmingly for you on this leg of your journey! We are all here for you.
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Looking super cute! Love the kitty top!
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Amen sister, that is too true!
And yes an all transfem cheerleader team would go soooo hard!
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Well at least you have an idea of what the problem is and hopefully it gets better. I should have my cage in the next week or so and if you are curious feel free to reach out. I'd be more than willing to share my experience. Not matter what you be you girly!