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lol harry potter quidditch game is coming apparently. they had to return to the mine of jk rowling to make the terrible sport that only exists for worldbuilding into a game

Spent most of today's dnd session trying to come down so my friends wouldn't realise I was high. I think I got away with it

The opening of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQyvRbdvSV8 makes me want a documentary about Pokemon VGC like Drive to Survive. I can't explain why, I'm higih

Suits can be pretty cool but there are different types of suits and each end of the Suit Vibes Scale

Clean blue/nacy pressed suit: evil, rancid vibes

Suit jacket and shirt with jeans: stop that, ew

Plain black suit: pretty cool

Saul Goodman ass suits with ten different colours: beautiful

chat is it problematic if i start listening to kanye now because honestly many of his songs slap

Liking a certain demographic of people because they've struggled seems perverse.

I love coming across people on Instagram who are obviously trying to go viral with their music, and their music is just the WORST shit you have ever heard. Some people will write the worst fucking lyrics ever put to paper and be like "yeah this is gonna make me a big star". Honestly I feed off of terrible music from cringe people. I don't even hate I just absorb it

Scrolling through our emoji browser is so funny. I'm gonna just pick some funny ones

Oh it wasn't knife work, I just kept slitting my fingers on like opening salt shakers and sticking my hands into pointy things. I was just being silly.

hopefully you're not like me because it gives me this ptsd like anxious feeling of "what next what next what next what am I forgetting" when there's nothing to do

yeah

Also I got so many tiny cuts on my hands. Who knew bartending was such a dangerous jobs

I don't think I've ever really understood the term "emotionally draining" before today. I started working in a bar, and the guy teaching me was nice but he was also very fast-moving. There was so much to learn, not just in pulling pints, but in how to talk to customers, how to clear a table properly, how to present myself, how to make coffee, which I don't drink so I know nothing about - what's a flat white vs an Americano? no idea - and just like, so much more. Everyone I talked to was generally friendly but it feels so different to my usual job as a kitchen porter, where I only have a few people I need to interact with and I know them well. It just felt like my mind was oscillating between trying to figure out and remember a million things, and then having nothing to do when it was quiet. So that was difficult. It wasn't even that every moment was stressful, there were some moments where I would do something right and be euphoric. It just felt like my emotions were at 1000%.

Then my mom picked me up, and I finally told her that I think I have ADHD. I've been thinking about this for literally years, and its been really weighing on me recently, having just done really stressful exams in college. She was really understanding and helpful, which I knew she would be, because she's my mom and I love her, but I just felt so stressed about even telling her. A few days ago JaidenAnimations made a video about her ADHD and she's someone I really look up to, so that and the very emotional day I've had today pushed me over the edge to talk to her. So we're gonna look into getting me tested, and I'm so relieved.

I feel exhausted now. I've had a very emotional day, even though it wasn't anything too extreme, it just felt like a lot.

Really sorry to hear that, it sounds very difficult. I hope your dog had lots of happy memories, and I hope you do too