I was gonna skip one of my classes today so I could watch the Great British Bake Off at my friend's house, but the class has been cancelled which is so cool.
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I've had some terrible professors in my time, one was a Polish nationalist who spent all his time spreading shit about the USSR, one was a turbo-liberal who spent all her time jerking off Rawls. The most recent one is a white American who teaches a class about China, and all of his sources are written by westerners. Literally not one assigned reading in this module about China is written by someone who lives in China
wow i just found out i got 100% in a test that i thought i got like 60% in
What was their reaction to KCD?
But stealth archer is by far the best designed class. Bows feel weighty, arrows have drop distance and stealth is consistently fun. Melee weapons are basically weightless and playing a warrior just consists of spamming the attack button, pausing to spam healing potions, and then spamming the attack button again. Destruction mages play very similarly, and the other ones like illusion and conjuration basically consist of getting NPCs to play the game for you.
Stealth archer manages to be the best one even though the game doesn't even differentiate from an arrow landing in a foot and a headshot, because the other options are so underdeveloped.
Hello if anyone wants to give me advice about a social situation I would appreciate it.
My friend is mad with me because she texted me two days ago telling me that someone insulted her and she was crying about it and I didn't reply to her. I know she gets upset easily but I didn't reply because I just had no idea what to say to her anymore. She always comes to me with her problems and always ignores my advice, so I feel like she's just dumping a lot of responsibility to help her at all times. I've stayed up for hours in the middle of the night to call her when she was upset, and I feel like she expects me to always be able to drop everything to talk to her. I like being her friend but sometimes I just get exhausted being her therapist. Is that bad of me? I know it was shitty of me to ignore her but I just didn't have it in me, I was in a terrible place myself mentally at the time and I wasn't able to help her.
Am I making too many excuses for not being a better friend? I know the answer is clear communication and I have been doing that but she's generally unresponsive to that and deletes her messages before I can see them. I don't know what to do anymore
cw for mental health
I was just looking through a page on the symptoms of bipolar disorder, realising so many of them apply to me, then realised I was actually looking at the page for borderline personality disorder. Then I looked at the symptoms of bipolar disorder and they also all apply to me. Then I read a bit about how psychiatrists will ask a patient how long their symptoms have been showing and I realised that I don't know the answer to that because I've lost nearly all the memories of when I was a teenager and can only remember that I was extremely depressed and anxious. All of this is probably on top of some undiagnosed neurodivergency.
Right now I feel absolutely empty but I if I could feel emotions I would probably be so upset and enraged that my brain is so fucked up. I would say I hate living the way that I do if I could summon an emotion as strong as hate. Why do I have to be this way I just want to function normally like a human
I went swimming and went to lectures and yet I feel worse than I did this morning. Stay home do nothing, I'm miserable, go out, be active and social, I'm miserable. Fuck this
Men aren't allowed to be shirtless because that's a clearly sexual display of nudity, men's chests serve no practical purposes other than being attractive. Women of course can be topless since their breasts actually serve a purpose, that being breastfeeding, and there is nothing inherently sexual about a woman's breast.
The driver of my bus got out 15 minutes ago and we've just been sitting here. That's cool I didn't have any important lectures or anything
I don't think I've ever played a campaign in Europe in TWE. The map is way too small there's not nearly enough cities
got a b+ in an essay that i definitely could have gotten an a in but that's on me for leaving it to the last minute when i had like five weeks to do it. i am a serial procastinator but it usually works out