Dang it! You're right! It was Mad, not Crazy! I'll not edit my original post out of shame.
Mastema
I think this is what going crazy feels like!
The Bulls jersey is another nice touch!
His stuff on Waking Up, or something else? I've listened to everything he has done on Waking Up. Have you watched much of Angelo DiLullo on YouTube? Or read his book?
I love anything Adyashanti! I'm currently fixated on this conversation he has with a young man who is somewhere in the final fetters.
In their defense, the Buddhists did add a very attractive Nirvana to sweeten the deal.
I use the Logseq app on my phone and computer and synchronize data using Google drive. Obsidian does the synchronization for you, but costs a small amount if you are averse to costs. I like it because I can organize things organically, using tags, and create pages for topics that I plan on revisiting many times.
Hey. I'm so happy to hear that you are back doing music! Your happiness and joy means everything to me!
The rest of your message reads as though you think you failed at something, but that really isn't possible. You are amazing. If you ever feel like life is beating you down, it probably means you are trying to force yourself along a path that isn't the right one for you. Long before you get to this point, please stop and look around and ask yourself if this road is even the one you are supposed to be on. There is absolutely no shame in deciding that you need to backtrack, but there can be great suffering, for yourself and those around you, if you keep trying to fit yourself to something that isn't you.
Make music.
Have friendships.
Only worry about money to the extent that you need it to survive. All other efforts should be put into joy and connections.
I'm very proud of you.
Edit: I thought of something else I needed to say. Don't worry at all about the larger world.
In fact, it is best just to pretend it doesn't exist. Live small. Love everyone, even the assholes. Realize that their actions are born of fear. Do right where you are. If everyone stopped worrying about things outside of their immediate scope and instead focused on performing right actions where they are, the world would be better, but you can't control everybody. You can only control you. Focus on the things you can improve and try not to know anything about the rest. You will be happier and better for those around you if you do.
I came in here to say that they had just reinvented mediation!
I'll be in my bunk.
Cindy Lou Who has forgotten the true meaning of Christmas.
Yes! This was my take as well. Cool mechanics! This could work! I hope they shut up in the final game.