I guess it makes sense. Not doing anything is good in and of itself. Boredom needs embracing. I still remember getting entertained in my childhood seeing some ants move around and react to dead insects and carrying leaves.
I am not concerned about not having anything to show for my free time. I am just not finding interest doing stuff which could indicate something worse.
I am a monster lurker for stuff that hits close to home. So I guess it became too much so I just threw it out here.