This^ but narrated: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QmaC5E17_E
Ludrol
It's more interesting question than you might think.
Am I an LLM? I am not. Am I my thought noise from where LLM translates thoughts into language? I am not.
I am the one that experiences. I am one that contains and observes both of those systems.
My thoughts are like background noise that when I tune in my internal LLM it gets turned into coherent language(English and Polish). I have recently learned to switch off that LLM for a moment, and as a side effect I begun to have problems with verbal communication.
Edit: I also have a model that turns noise into 3d models and scenes
For "not pron" style: rusty lake series
Sokoban style: baba is you
To get rid of an emotion I feel it as much as I can, instead of escaping from it.
Similarly to get better reasults I don't focus on the result but on the process itself.
I think you could enjoy looking into toki pona.
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