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• Do you have a spare computer? If yes, install Linux on it. Don't touch your main PC for the moment. If not try Linux in a virtual machine (you can search about that).
• What version of Linux? There are plenty choice. I would suggest Linux Mint, because... it's the one I am using (50+ years old, not a geek that switched after 35+ years only using Apple ;) and it works really well out of the box (heck everything was configured without anything to do on my part, even my Airpods that I never managed to get to work on other distributions).
• Don't try to learn everything at once. In the end it's just a computer that do computer stuff only with a lot more freedom and respect for the user, aka us. What do you use your Windows computer for the most? Do the same thing under Linux and see how well it goes. But...
• Be ok with the fact that you will need to change habits. Apps may be different, menus maybe differents, and also Linux is not a copy of Windows (or macOS), it's its own thing. Habits are hard-wired into our brain and can be very difficult to change, like really. It's not Linux's fault. It's not even a fault, that's how human brain works.

Edit (I forgot the most important!): Hi and welcome ;)

I would do almost nothing, I would impersonate Wal-Mart in some way and announce a 69% discount on everything for the next 5 hours only, on as many social media as I can (if I was feeling less lazy I would also post a picture of some supposed mega-deal I would just have snatched myself), and then I would pour myself a cup of tea, sit somewhere and watch the large crowd that would already be gathering around the mall do its braindead-crowd thing when there are huge promotions to be had and a very limited availability.

Nasty, indeed ;)

Slice bread from a distance?

50+ here. I recently started.

Some paper, a pencil. Later, I added some watercolors and switched to fountain pen instead of the pencil and that's about it. OK, the truth is that I also enjoy trying new materials just for the fun of it but, really, all I use is the fountain pen, a set of watercolors and some nice paper.

I watched (too) many YT videos but did not learn much (probably a me issue, mind you, but I considered there was too many repetitive content, too much talking heads, too much 'wow' and way too much focus on gear instead of actual sketching/painting content). Then, I purchased Proko's beginner class (whether you're analog or digital, it won't change a thing). I'm still following the course as of now (I'm real slow learner because old me regularly needs to spend a lot of time not drawing and not moving much at all, for that matter) but it's an excellent course. It's focused, entertaining and, well, it's highly competent. Worth every cent.

My only regret? Not having started much, much younger has there is no shortcut to practice and practice takes time, a lot of it. So, stop hesitating and start. Don't be afraid as you can only get better ;)

Also, the older one gets, the slower one learns... but I plan on keeping learning and sketching for as long as I can.

Also, just in case that would worry you, I have no issue at all knowing I'm not a skilled artist and never will publish a book or make an expo or whatever. I don't care. I enjoy doing sketching because it's fun, relaxing and because it feels great... even when it's frustrating, btw. It's a positive frustration, one that pushes me to try to do better with the next sketch and one that makes rejoice every time I manage to do exactly that (better) ;)

Thx for starting the discussion ;)

Thx :)

I’m also mindful of who’s feelings I might hurt in the hypothetical case an entry were read aloud… Unlikely, but still.

That's something I worry about too. My solution is to not write about some stuff (very few, mind you) but I know it's not a good solution since, in theory at least, no one will read my journal. I'm even slowly coming to the conclusion that it is not helping me at all reflect on whomever/whatever it is I'm refusing to write about. Quite the opposite.

It may have only occurred two or three times in the last decade, but I can think of a specific case where I was writing about some stress with a family member, and then decided to stay my hand on that particular entry, because I knew they were under investigation for a crime

Yeah, that's one motivation to no write, or not everything.

and there are no specific protections in my country for diaries.

I don't think there is much in mine either, beside our basic right to privacy, if a judge wanted to read my diary they probably just need to order me to give them.

Out of topic question, if you don't mind non-native speaker me asking:

and then decided to stay my hand on that particular entry,

Do you mean to moderate (or censor) what you were writing?

But nothing wrong with changing the narrative just a tiny bit. I may as well be the hero of my own story, right?

100% right. If you're asking me, I would say it's your journal, it's your rules. That journal ought to be whatever you want it to be :)

On a more general note, that's one thing I'm afraid of while I'm trying to encourage people to (talk more about) journal, in the community. I do not want to weigh-in on anybody, in any way. But I may still be pushing people to try stuff... because I wish as many people to experiment with journaling at least once, and decide for themselves if it something they want to keep doing, or not. And do it however they want to do it, not like I or anyone else is doing. There is no right or wrong way. There are only ways that work, or don't work for every single one of us.

If you feel like it, do not hesitate to develop on that 'changing narrative' and 'be the hero of one's own story' you mentioned. I'm pretty confident more people would feel encouraged to experiment with that themselves and to talk more freely about it knowing they're not alone—you're not— and that it's perfectly fine too ;)

I think if you can’t be honest with yourself it kind of defeats the purpose. But, I suppose it depends on your reasons for keeping a journal

Entirely, it really depends the motivation why you're journaling. Nut also how you think it can best help you.

As a child, I imagined a lot of things in my journal. It helped me feel better about the not so fun real world. My mom (who started reading my journal) hated that (and probably me too) for that and because of what I was writing about my emotions. I would not change a thing at the way I journaled back then bit in regards to my (sincere) emotions (and desires) and the 'lies' (some would say the 'stories') I was telling myself. They both helped me.

As for a fear of other people reading it, the only other person who might do that is my wife and she already knows my thoughts on most of the things I write about. Even if she didn’t, I would have no problem telling her. Aside from that, I don’t care what other people might think about my ramblings.

Yeah, I can understand that. I think I talked about how I journal nowadays in some other thread. My journal constantly lies on my desk for anyone (aka my spouse) to take if she ever feel like it. I Know she would never do such a thing unless I ask her to read something in it. Like I would never go through her papers without her telling me to do so. But even if she was to read it, I would not mind.

That said, given enough time priorities can shift as can people around us, as well as ourselves.

As a child whose mother decided that, for my own good, it was her right and her motherly duty to invade my privacy (among other things) I know very well how difficult it can be to trust people that are supposed to be close to you, and how far one may be willing to go to please them. Even more so when you're not in a position of equality. To keep my sanity against her and her inquisitorial habits (and punishments) I had to become much smarter than her. Learning to replace names and sensitive words with others, that is after I failed at hiding my journal and had to go through some shit, and then I quickly learned to write in English instead of my native French because she could not read it and, back then, there was no such thing as the Internet and no app to auto-translate.

Never had the opportunity to buy a Varsity, so I never tried one even though my all time favorite fountain pen is one from Pilot (not in the same price range, though ;)

I'm surprised I did not think of mentioning it next to the Preppy fountain pen I already mentioned but a reading lamp! This one is 15-18€ clip-on. It's USB-C (I would prefer standard batteries if there was a model so it doesn't got to waste one the battery is dead). It's lightweight and the brightness (as well as its temp) can be adjusted.

Worth every single cent, imho. I find it so useful that I have purchased two, just in case I need to recharge one.

It picks one every hour from a folder full of paintings (oil & watercolor, a few sketches).