LegoBrickOnFire

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[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 72 points 5 months ago (2 children)

Is this a mute/deaf person giving a talk, or a talking/hearing person being incredibly based?

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 7 points 5 months ago (1 children)

Probably the US will do that too :)

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 13 points 5 months ago (3 children)

There's a browser extension to replace click bait by user-generated descriptive titles. I always forget the name tho. It also works with Freetube.

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 2 points 5 months ago

A few years ago I would have been strongly against it. But now I believe it's a must. But it is easy to say we need an army of europe that will help with Ukraines defense when I wont me doing the military stuff. I would certainly not want to serve in an army. I am doing a year-long civil service to avoid the mandatory military service in switzerland. How many europeans are willing to serve to defend europe's borders?

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 1 points 5 months ago

Hihi, I feel much more at peace now too. I was directly put on blockers. I didn't know monotherapy existed ^^

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 2 points 5 months ago (2 children)

It's really cool to talk with tgirls that are also started recently ! Until now everything was very theoretical. Now that there are some concrete effects (even slight) I am so excited to share and hear about other people's experience :D

Thank you internet stranger for sharing. You are great :3

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 2 points 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) (2 children)

You go girl! How's the HRT going?

And welcome on Lemmy :D

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 15 points 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) (5 children)

Crying in bed because I wasn't a girl should have been a definite tell :) But it always went better at some point before it became impossible to hold back so I never sought help. My teens were loops of doubts, then certainty but too scared to talk.

In my later adolescence I realised I (or started to) liked guys, and I was able to to feel better about being one. And I had a few adventures with guys as a guy which felt great and I thus believed that my trans phase had passed, for a few years.

During that time I often described myself as "I don't really care/I could be either, but people say I'm a guy so ok" but I still had a little (repressed?) desire to be seen as a girl. And I was weirdly emotional about being treated as a guy by laws that differentiate between men and women (military service/retirement age)

Then I had to work as a kitchen assistant, mostly with women, and being treated as a non-woman by them felt really bad. (Previously I was in an environment that didn't really feel gendered) And the outfit made me look vaguely feminine and I liked it and awoke my desires to be seen as a girl and experiment with clothing and nail polish.

As I experimented, it completely shattered my egg, I slowly came out to friends, and 14 days ago, started HRT!

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 2 points 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) (4 children)

I'm unsure. Maybe it got to the hips (not the ass, higher) maybe the belly, idk. I didn't take much weight in the end. My blessing/curse of never gaining weight might still be in effect :)

My nipples are more sensitive but not budding yet. 14th E dose today

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 3 points 6 months ago (3 children)

But it feels completely different

[–] LegoBrickOnFire@jlai.lu 6 points 6 months ago

Oh I didn't mean your breast buds; even if my feeling of softer skin is placebo, well, the effect is still that I feel like I have softer skin.

But like you said, having effects in the first week is possible so it's (my skin) probably not placebo in the first place

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