usually what happens with me and cnc is like fucking love it whilst watching, but then I think of the unfortunate implications afterwards... its why hentai/drawn stuff is nice because at the end of the day you know nobody was coerced/pressured/forced to do it because they have no money otherwise.
not sure how big this instance is gonna get, but gonewildaudio is one of my favourite subreddits. I actually have no idea what's going to happen to that subreddit if they decide to not reopen. Because that really was a unique place, most of the rest of the content you can find elsewhere but I genuinely have no idea where to find that kind of stuff if not for reddit.