Kolibri

I was watching this earlier today and feel really validated because I talked to past people I knew about how fucked this stuff is before and they kind of just brushed me off. but like seriously the whole body language experts are like very infuriating, and I hate them, especially channels like JCS. but its also frustrating to since like, going to body language, like people have misread my body language before, and if it was up to these "experts" they would think im guilty of something because im not acting "normal" whatever "normal" is

but like anyways it's really cool to see big joel cover this kind of briefly

hoping today just gonna be a chill day

except like I just woke up and it's night. so not really day, but like my day just starting

for sure! and yea reptiles in general are pretty great, I love them all.

I was looking at snakes and like, they're just so adorable

it's kind of neat how keeping my bedroom door closed retains heat, because when I open it, a wave of cold floods in. but it just neat in the sense of how something simple as a door can help retain heat like that

I really need to fix my sleep, since yesterday I only had like 2-3 hours of sleep and I am exhausted. and also just like really out of it. but im going to sleep soon, but fuck. sleep shouldn't be this complicated, it should be easy like breathing. especially since like sleep really important health wise.

also it's kind of funny because I should be very sleepy right now, but I'm really not. but I should be, and I should go to sleep and I will. but it's just funny in a way.

banana peppers are really great

for pain, like they help with my headaches. but like, they dont always help at all when it comes to migraines

no, but I wish I did. since sometimes meds would be nice on the days when they wake me up from my sleep. I do take ibuprofen, sometimes it helps but not always most of the time