Kolibri

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[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 7 points 1 year ago (2 children)

there so much aphids outside

[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 5 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (2 children)

I found this part pretty interesting from Chapter 12

At the less developed stages of capitalist production, undertakings requiring a long working period, and hence a large investment of capital for a long time, such as the building of roads, canals, etc., especially when they can be carried out only on a large scale, are either not carried out on a capitalist basis at all, but rather at communal or state expense (in earlier times generally by forced labour, so far as the labour-power was concerned). Or objects whose production requires a lengthy working period are fabricated only for the smallest part by recourse to the private means of the capitalist himself. For instance, in the building of a house, the private person for whom it is built makes a number of partial advance payments to the building contractor. He therefore actually pays for the house piecemeal, in proportion as the productive process progresses. But in the advanced capitalist era, when on the one hand huge capitals are concentrated in the hands of single individuals, while on the other the associated capitalist (joint-stock companies) appears side by side with the individual capitalist and a credit system has simultaneously been developed, a capitalist building contractor builds only in exceptional cases on the order of private individuals. His business nowadays is to build whole rows of houses and entire sections of cities for the market, just as it is the business of individual capitalists to build railways as contractors.

along with these next two paragraph after that. Spoiler tagging because lengthy

To what extent capitalist production has revolutionised the building of houses in London is shown by the testimony of a builder before the banking committee of 1857. When he was young, he said, houses were generally built to order and the payments made in instalments to the contractor as certain stages of the building were being completed. Very little was built on speculation. Contractors used to assent to such operations mainly to keep their men in constant employment and thus hold them together. In the last forty years all that has changed. Very little is now built to order. Anyone wanting a new house picks one from among those built on speculation or still in process of construction. The builder no longer works for his customers but for the market. Like every other industrial capitalist he is compelled to have finished articles in the market. While formerly a builder had perhaps three or four houses building at a time for speculation, he must now buy a large plot of ground (which in continental language means rent it for ninety-nine years, as a rule), build from 100 to 200 houses on it, and thus embark on an enterprise which exceeds his resources twenty to fifty times. The funds are procured through mortgaging and the money is placed at the disposal of the contractor as the buildings proceed. Then, if a crisis comes along and interrupts the payment of the advance instalments, the entire enterprise generally collapses. At best, the houses remain unfinished until better times arrive; at the worst they are sold at auction for half their cost. Without speculative building, and on a large scale at that, no contractor can get along today. The profit from just building is extremely small. His main profit comes from raising the ground-rent, from careful selection and skilled utilisation of the building terrain. It is by this method of speculation anticipating the demand for houses that almost the whole Belgravia and Tyburnia, and the countless thousands of villas round London have been built. (Abbreviated from the Report of the Select Committee on Bank Acts, Part I, 1857, Evidence, Questions 5413-18; 5435-36.)

The execution of enterprises requiring working periods of considerable length and operations on a large scale does not fall fully within the province of capitalist production until the concentration of capital becomes very pronounced, and the development of the credit system offers to the capitalist, on the other hand, the convenient expedient of advancing and thus risking other people’s capital instead of his own. It goes without saying that whether the capital advanced in production belongs to him who uses it or does not has no effect on the velocity or time of turnover.

[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 9 points 1 year ago

always nice going outside at night and seeing the big dipper/parts of ursa major, and other stars. since it's warmer now and not frigid late at night.

[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 4 points 1 year ago

ohnoes how is it friday, I thought it was a thursday

[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 11 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (1 children)

kind of venting but life really "great", I haven't sleep for more than a day now. and that already adding on missing some hours of sleep days prior. for some reason right now, im not really tired. just. calm. and also just kind of out of it.

why is sleep so complicated, should be easy like breathing air. but here I am. maybe I should say fuck it to sleep and push it until I just pass out from exhaustion or something. im so tired of all these various sleep issues at this point and maybe I should just stop bothering trying to maintain some resemblance of a sleep schedule.

like I probably could go to sleep right now, but in a way I just don't care anymore. I'm just tired of this mentality speaking. next week will happen again where I don't sleep much. and again, and again. and then times when I do get sleep I get accused of sleeping all the time and just sleeping all day. funny

[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 12 points 1 year ago

I was outside and I saw this monarch butterfly just flying about, doing it's dance. It was really pretty.

[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 12 points 1 year ago

Also I was outside earlier at night, and it was really nice hearing the wind blow through the trees. The wind sound different in spring/summer than it does in winter.

[–] Kolibri@hexbear.net 13 points 1 year ago (1 children)

My mind reminded me of something today and it's kind of making me mad in two ways. Kind of vented about this last year when happened, but last year I was hanging out with one of my mom friend's after my mom died. Anyways like. One time while hanging out, my dad told me how I needed to get home or he'll call the police. And like seriously? He told me he was worried. Didn't help he was drunk to, but that doesn't excuse that. Another time while away, he got mad at me for not responding to his texts, and again how I needed to get home. And this makes mad in a second way for letting him do that bs. Like why did I let him do that. Why did I comply with what he wanted?

I really wish I could stop swimming in a sea of bad memories that rise and go constantly. I'm not sure why im writing this on here other than like, feels like im trying to work some of this stuff out in a way. Just like, fuck. So many things to work out at this point.

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