it was, and I don't like it. esp. since like I have some of my own beliefs and like. have had weird experiences and done some stuff like made a sleep charm in the past to help with sleep. because I got desperate to a point with how much lack of sleep has been hurting my health. like at best it helps, at worst, nothing. but I don't think it's right for someone to be harsh.
esp. when considering like. at least for me I resort to this stuff to help me get through the day. especially with the things im constantly dealing on a daily basis. it just hurts. like I do try to be critical about what I believe in and try to like. have a skeptical mind along with like a spiritual belief sort of mind? or parts of me and work that together? like I dunno.
just like. I dunno. especially since like some of this stuff helps me cope with things like and helps manage like the suicidal parts of me.
they have been really supportive and nice to me. and a lot better then my past friends. im surprised I made new friends. but they are really nice.
I hate vacuuming sometimes. I went to go empty the bin and apparently I didn't close it last time enough and all the like dust, dirt and stuff got all over me and the floor. and then I had to re vacuum it all up.