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Jenniferrr
joined 2 years ago
Agree. Not an issue. Also the worry I had about load size pretty much went away entirely after I lost the guy horny. Like who tf cares about load size lol
Yeah so. That sounds light enough for IPL
I'm gonna point out a few things quickly about hormonal transition cause I was worried about a few of the same things and found that my worries were for naught. I'm not trying to convince you another way but I also see a lot of myself here.
Dick working
My dick works very well after like 8 months of estrogen and like 4 months of being solidly in women's levels. Yes, horny is different, but it's still there. Estrogen mono therapy with injections is what I would recommend for this - avoid t blockers is what I would individually say. I get hard though, to maximum hardness and also t cream is an option I've known multiple trans tops to go on and they love it.
Re:horny - honestly was also scared of this but my god the horny is so much better now. I still get horny but it's not like... All encompassing horny for me. Or like this thing that makes me go masturbate. I def like it better and was a bit surprised by that. Before transition I was also like really attached to my sex drive and it's still there but it feels like this ball and chain has been removed from myself lmao
Cum
Yeah, I mean this is still way less for me, but eventually this may go away. You should weigh your options here because yeah I was kinda sad about it but I decided it was worth it. I still produce cum 8 months in.
Strong and muscular
Yeah. Me too. I love my muscles. My gender is being a muscle girl, I've been building these for years and years and I don't want to lose them. I have cis woman levels and am hitting new PRs for deadlift, leg press, etc.
For upper body I have lost some strength on purpose but I'm back at it now that I look good in a dress and tbh I've maybe lost 20% of my strength up top. I can still bang out like 10-15 pullups and bench my bodyweight... Easily.
But honestly I mostly care about my deadlifts, I'm just trying to keep the upper body muscle for looks. I am certainly not weak as hell like many trans women with noodle arms (that's many trans women's genders which is cute and good too).
My abs are slowly getting covered but hey. Again it's a calculus and there are drawbacks. But nothing's perfect.
Ok: laser. Yes gonna be expensive and painful. I'm sorry.
For body, I have been using an IPL and the difference is day and night. At home braun silk 5 is amazing. Don't use this for your face. I used to have to shave every other day now it's every 2-3 weeks
For face - yeah, this sucks. You're gonna have to go in and get laser done. It's worth it but slow and painful. I'm sorry.
You can request that they wear an N95 mask, maybe supply one to them? IDK what the protocol is for this one
Ffs: yeah I mean I would do the hair first and see where you're at.
Breast implants: you would be surprised how effective padded bralettes are to change your silhouette. This doesn't help with body dysphoria though.
Yeah seems like a housing project that failed entirely. Guess it is what it is, there are many that succeeded and there's bound to be failures also lol to the speculators eating shit though
I went to a pride event with a cop booth. Disgusting
It's really fun hard. Took me a while and also I'm still no good at all
3 billion million
Yeah I should do that. I get lots of dysphoria from boymodinf myself but I don't go too long (just work days basically, but I definitely code switch and it makes me feel insane and awful)
The part that really I can't get past is like how do you ever learn difficult things about yourself? How do you live with yourself not knowing if you can gain any knowledge about your own brain, what you want, etc.
I try to test if thoughts or feelings are ego dystonic or ego syntonic. But even that is pretty hard. It's pretty clear to me that, from when I was a kid I would fantasize about becoming a woman. It was idle thoughts but yeah, I definitely had recurring fantasies about it. Now if I look at the random intrusive thoughts that disgust me, that is not true. I don't fantasize about, say, running my car into pedestrians (I get this thought sometimes when I'm driving and sometimes it causes me to spiral). It scares the shit out of me that I think I could possibly be a psychopath. When I was scared of being trans, it has more to do with being scared I wouldn't be pretty or that people wouldn't take me seriously - things that are external to me.
But then finally, I have the thought... What if it's all cope? What if [obsession] is something I really want deep inside and I am in denial? What if I am a horrible person who might hurt people, or destroy all my relationships, or is selfish and awful and etc etc etc.
It's a nightmare tbh
I got my septum pierced it looks so cuteeeeee