I do a lot of that style mostly with pants
Jenniferrr
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What the hell isn't the whole point of Bitcoin that it is a currency (it's not)
Health anxiety peaking for sure. I have convinced myself I have cancer.
Cw Discussion of medical issues, genitals
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So I have genital warts. I think they might be spreading. Today I look at the underside of my penis and like a quarter of the skin has some strange growth on it... Horrifying. Is this some kind of cancer? I felt some pain and tightness before I even noticed this thing.
Weird side effects though is like "what if I have to get my penis cut off... Oh I'll just get free bottom surgery. That's kinda exciting??". Weird thoughts. This is surely just anxiety though
Really they will. If you happen to live in California lmk, we can get things like FFS covered through insurance which is a game changer. Same with laser hair removal and ofc hrt and stuff
Yes this happened to me for sure. Spikes come and go though
I've definitely been there.
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Like, obviously our situations are different, but like I didn't even wear facial hair and I look so fundamentally different from before I started transition. I don't get gendered correctly most of the time but hey I'm so much happier than before with who I am.
Generally, idt people will see you as a nasty pervert. It can definitely feel that way. I had every single fear you listed here before transition. I still have some of them around people not seeing me especially with family. But the way I've gotten past all of it is literally just like... Going and doing it, and realizing people don't care. People are so much more worried about their own lives than whatever you're doing.
I know you don't believe it's true but things will get better. There are no rules for this though and you can do it however you want. You can get on estrogen and start laser if you want. There's no timeline. Things will get better though.
Fwiw I know a girl who is 6'3 and quite large and she gets misgendered like one time a year. Turns out that having facial fat already built in actually makes you pretty andro. I saw a picture of her beforehand today and she's unrecognizable from what she looked like before
It's not bad unless I run into something
Having incredible health anxiety. I unfortunately contracted symptomatic genital hpv, and I can't like relax or anything. I am deathly afraid of spreading it all over my body (I know this is unlikely). I am constantly convincing myself that I am getting warts here or there, it's really driving me insane :(. Now I'm convincing myself I am having a mouth herpes outbreak because my lip in one part is very very slightly red. I wish my brain wasn't like this. I wish I could just relax -.-
Same. I got upside down triangle body and it still looks p good on me. Way better than low waist pants