Hadriscus

joined 2 months ago
[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 8 points 1 month ago

The waffle rifle

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 2 points 1 month ago

It feels like satire, Apple is involved.... it's probably real

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 8 points 1 month ago

become a dealer

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 1 points 1 month ago

Looks like you want to be free. There is an easy way to do that, if I may ask for just 5 minutes of your time....

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 3 points 1 month ago

Are you sure it was a lie ?

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 9 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Open a public dinosaur museum somewhere in the swiss alps, with european safety measures and a properly compensated sysadmin. The european union pays for the whole thing while ticket money goes to a research fund. There's also a backup power grid for the t-rex enclosure. See, it's not hard.

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 4 points 1 month ago

hah ! that's funny as hell.
There's a guy carrying my name, he works as something of an art dealer, don't know the specifics. I have been included in many conversations. The price some paintings go for is... surprising. Oh and one of the same bunch also runs a christian scouting club or something.

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 2 points 1 month ago
[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 3 points 1 month ago

That's amazing. Moving to Canada

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 8 points 1 month ago

You're working as designed !

[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 2 points 1 month ago
[–] Hadriscus@jlai.lu 5 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago)

How much time is there ? 😁

To answer with more than a rhetorical : energy depletes fast with complex social interactions (=with strangers, in a formal setting, anytime something is expected of me...). After that I become too tired to process social cues, infer correct tone, understand subtext, etc. Those are the first to go. Then after a point I also become overwhelmed on a sensory level. If I have to stay there for a longer time, back in the day I used to either 1.push through (this inevitably risks creating mistakes, misunderstandings, sometimes conflict) or 2.slither away under some excuse, or even completely stealthily.
Nowadays however, I realize that this is who I am, and my struggle is legitimate, and I can only do my best. So now I just say it :

My brain is wired in a way that makes it difficult to survive long interactions, such as this one. I will have to leave now to protect my mental health. Please do not mistake my departure for something else : it is only caused by fatigue. I had a good time, even if I did not express it very outwardly. Bye Cindy

I feel like I should add I don't have a diagnostic of any kind

view more: ‹ prev next ›