Franzia

joined 2 years ago
[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 years ago

Thank you. I plan to stay strong, I'm gonna be waiting for a bit I think.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Through the magic of the internet, I already got one in the mail yesterday 😂

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 2 years ago

Oh Well if its safe th3n its worth a shot righ...

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 2 years ago (2 children)

The temptation is strong I'm relying on a description of what happens when a peraon does this and how dangerous it is Dont do it its bad but... 😱 I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 2 years ago (4 children)

"There's an app for that."

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 2 years ago

Hey I'm a trans female and find this exact experience with porn very relatable. Always imagined myself as the female, really got used to a few make porn stars for being in the scenes I like.

I personally an averse to hypno but I was also interested in "sissy" content at some point.

Have you tried looking at fashion? Fashion, or even cosplay content can bring me a similar "I wanna be her" type of urge that I get when watching porn.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 67 points 2 years ago (11 children)

This is a cognitohazard

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 2 years ago

Seriously the press conference today was so bad. He was off-scriot because he got pulled back in to the current events discussion by journalists, but wow.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 2 years ago (2 children)

No haha I just was going through stuff and it got better over time, I wrote it out and worked out the issues using what I learned in therapy. Having some trans issues too, like I'm just not able to begin medical transition immediately, Ive been waiting for longer than I'd like, but I'm transitioning without meds for the moment. Its frustrating, but it works. I'm gonna get there eventually.

[–] Franzia@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 2 years ago (1 children)

My dad died in 2022.

I remembered that I wanted to "do gender stuff" and slowly the repression faded and I remembered trying to come out ten years ago as a high school student, and remembered trying to come out a few more times, and realized just how many people had told me I'm trans and meant to be a girl. I had a therapist help me in 2021 or so, but I still couldn't get myself to come out until he died. He was a liberal, even, not a conservative. He would've loved me regardless of my trans identity.

What cracked my egg as a teen? I read a fee articles mostly on wikipedia. I thought for a long time I was "20% female", found the concept of femboys when the concept was in its infancy.

I really just needed to read a book or article or guide on how to come out as trans when I was a teenager and was vulnerable to what others thought of changes I wanted to make to myself.

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