I actually have started therapy. But it's only once a week. So that doesn't really help the time aspect. That's more of a long game
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I take melatonin, which helps a lot. But the issue is I just have trouble sleeping right now in general. I'd love to be able to sleep 14 hours a day all month. But I'm lucky if I get 6-7
Why wouldn't it be?
Arch has an installer now
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I don't understand the hate for voyager. Sure it had some problems, but I thought it was great. Both at the time and looking back on it
In the end, nothing matters at all; everything you and I do is ultimately going to fade into irrelevance when we’re dead.
This is exactly why other people are the only thing that matters. I'm already depressed and have this nihilistic view. So doing hobbies that don't matter and I don't really care about doesn't mean shit to me. But making someone else feel good, and enjoying having a connection is the only thing that makes any of this worth it.
I'm planning on signing up for a couple of rec sports leagues on volo. I'm afraid everyone there is going to be like 20 years old though
She does. But it's a little complicated. And that also leads to my question. I talk with a couple people through her, but I don't know how to continue to stay in touch, or how to just talk with them except to plan an activity or something.
That's how I've always felt. I've always been the friend of those people. I've only ever made 1 actual, deep connection with a person. And it's deeeeep. And I couldn't tell you how it happened. But I partly feel like I'm losing that, and I won't ever be able to get it back, or replicate it with someone else.
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I run, and do activities to make the day go by. But that's not sustainable. I'd love to be able to do like a 7 day adventure race, or try to run a ultra marathon or something crazy like that. But I'm not physically capable of that at the moment (I'm in really good shape, but not at THAT level. I run like 5-10 miles a day at most) and I'd just end up hurting myself trying.