EggInDisguise

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Hey girl! I can't answer the questions, but I might be able to add something as someone in the same boat.

I'm not on hrt (yet, fingers crossed) but after some discussion with my partner, looking into things, and taking a long look at what truly causes me dysphoria, I came to the same conclusion you have.

The girls have to go, every time I see them I die a little inside and every time I have to use compression underwear or tape to keep everything smooth I'm reminded my body doesn't match my brain, but I still want to keep the centerpiece, as my spouse and I both want to continue utilizing things. My sex drive has always been low, and I kind of prefer giving pleasure to receiving, so we are confident we can make things work, and since I won't be having dysphoria during intimate moments, I think things should even pick up a bit, especially once I'm on hrt and won't hate my appearance in the mirror.

You are completely valid for only wanting an orchi, or even if you didn't want to do any srs. I know several women who are years into their transition, some of whom have even hit their "transition goals", who don't have plans for full SRS.

A bit too into details: I was always a grower, and once the girls are gone I should be able to keep everything smooth and pleasant down under once I get an orchi, however everyone's bodies are different and that's just one of my personal goals. I can't tell others what works for them or even what they might like. I'm sure you've given it plenty of thought!

Just don't get in your head about what others might think and you'll be much better off.

You got this!

Recently a friend's parents ran into us on the street while we were walking around downtown and dead named him.

Motherfucker, who the fuck is "Sarah" and why the fuck are you talking to any of us? Nobody here is named Sarah and the person you are directly addressing is clearly not a woman.

If you mean the hairy-ass bearded dude standing next to me then I suggest you start addressing them properly before I call EMTs for the clearly senile elderly man wandering around thinking random people are his "daughter" he never had.

And had they not told me about the fact they aren't AMAB, I would never have guessed. So if that had happened a week earlier I probably would have been a lot more concerned for their well-being.

Parents be crazy

My 150lb pyr/collie will walk up to people, push his head into their side, and wait for pets.

If you're sitting down, he puts his head in your lap. If you don't begin scratches promptly, he will slap you with a 4in wide paw. It doesn't hurt, but he has NO problem slapping everything in your lap off of it, unless it's food. He doesn't quite BEG, but he will occasionally sideways glance at you and make you feel judged.

I saw the title and definitely thought this was about something else...

I checked planned parenthood, and they've got an office about 40 miles from me and I have some money I had saved up "just in case" (“just in case" what, turtle?) I could use for some appointments and things.

I really do want to get started, but im just terrible at reaching out to make appointments. I've always said I need a medical assistant I can shoot a text to and be like "I need dental work, can we find a dentist that accepts medicaid and schedule an appointment?" instead I wait for things to build up until I have no choice but to make the calls... Not healthy lol

Add all that into the fact that I'm making a bit of a leap in today's world, and while it's a ledge I want to sprint off of, getting that first good stride toward the edge is apparently harder mentally. I should see if one of our friends is willing to schedule it for me 😂 or bare minimum help me through it...

Definitely post the Burninating. A few of my friends want to have a full ceremony under the full moon to get rid of mine.

I've already tossed almost all my male undergarments and some of the more hated clothing. I have most of my shirts and some things to interview/work/be boymoding in... Can't wait until I can have a witchy ceremony to destroy them once and for all!

Dormant account goes active and suddenly starts posting a bunch of nazi-cock-gobbling "art" in a short amount of time, and keeps defending their choices to host content created by nazis by saying weak ass shit like "yeah but that has nothing to do with this specific thing"

Magda Goebbels made a great strudel, whoopty-fucking-doo still a goddamn nazi.

Imagine posting Adolf Hitler's art go an art community, and when people say "maybe don't post a nazi's art, getting defensive with "yeah but the holocaust has nothing to do with his paintings"

Absolutely insane line of reasoning.

Daily reminder pebble throw is a nazi

Well, as long as you're doing it ironically, I think you're safe from transing your gender, but if there's even a hint of seriousness, sorry girl but I got news for you...

If you've got appointments scheduled, you're further along than I am! I have no idea where to start and given the state I live in, I have to scrape up money for everything since insurance will no longer pay for it. 😭

It sounds like you're well on the way to being your true you! Def jealous.

Honestly I might go full weirdo and stuff the clothes with straw to make weird strawmen to burn my clothes in a field... Alas, also not yet.

Someday!

EVERYBODY SHUT UP!

THIS ~~KIM'S~~ TOTALLYNOTSPEZ'S GOT ~~TWO PIPS~~ MULTIPLE POSTS!

And I am all about that trek content.