EggInDisguise

Hey now, that costs extra!

Girl, I have some news from the future: this isn't as much of a joke as you think...

Also, browsing by top/all gets wild when I find posts I don't remember....

You know, for legal purposes.

Ummmmmmmmmmm can they blast me with some of those?

I would figuratively kill to look like that.

I was skirtcurious in Jr high.

I'm more "dominatrix-curious" and "lingerie-curious" nowadays since I've hatched.

I cannot fathom a reason Faux would be reporting on this other than to make parents aware of slang terms so they can more easily punish their child for "being wrong"

I am getting the same way, although it's probably less intense since my egg only cracked fairly recently...

I have spent so much on women's clothing the last week and a half, I want to go out looking cute and wearing what I want, but I live with transphobes who would kick me out if they knew, so every day they're awake and I come home, I have to keep a pair of sweat pants and a baggy shirt because I don't want to take off my bra, my underwear, or even my leggings/tights/jeans just to walk 50 ft past windows, inside, and to the door that separates the sections of the house...

I haven't gone out to places where I know someone my family knows might be, and definitely not in crowded stores yet, but walking around downtown in small stores, parks, bars with other trans friends... I've been loving it. I want to dress how I want 24/7 without the stupid self-conscious feelings related to not looking like how I feel and not sounding how I want.

At least while home I can stay in my own areas and wear all the cute things I've been getting lately. still haven't found shoes that fit, and I don't want to order online for footwear but that's neither here nor there....

I definitely feel what you're going through, boymode sucks ass, but talking about it definitely helps me, so if you need to vent about anything, we are all here to listen!

You got this girl, you can kick dysphoria's ass!

Me, up until a few weeks ago!

34, myself. I lucked out with a partner that's going through similar self-discovery and they're bisexual so as long as I'm the same person, they don't care how I present myself.

I have been looking into gender affirming care nearby and I would have to drive an hour away just for an appointment, and I'm looking at probably around $500 for the first appointments and prescription, which is about 1/3 my savings account... So it's been a Rollercoaster of emotions.

Hopefully you have some kind of support structure around you to help you through your own Rollercoaster! If you can find some local LGBT groups, check them out! They're great for resources and just general friendship! I had about 10 people join me at the park for hammocking a few weeks ago, and all of them were from the group.

I finally started voice training again this morning and holy crap I do not like putting effort in because it reminds me of how far I am from sounding remotely feminine... I might have cried a lil lol

I really need some one-on-one time with someone who can teach me and give me pointers for exercises. I can read 10,000 articles, blog posts, forum comments, and the like, but 1 hour with someone interactive who can literally see/feel my throat as I speak would be waaaaaaaay more beneficial.

I went thrifting yesterday and the other people ended up getting busy so it was just my partner and I, and I let them do all the speaking. The one or two times I did say anything it was just a small squeak of "thanks" and "sorry" and a couple "mhmm"s.

I'm hoping I can power through the emotions...

Reading other people's experiences is definitely a good thing for me, so thank you so much for sharing! I'm hoping I can have the same positive attitude soon

Omg that sounds like heaven compared to here! I've always wanted to move to pnw, and if it were an option, we would move on a heartbeat.

I should totally try to get some of the Trans-formers to all move and get a chunk of land in Oregon and make like an lgbtqia+ commune lol

Girl, same!

I also used to sing and losing my upper range over the years has been a source of a lot of crying (edit, started trying to train about 5 minutes ago, cannot continue through emotions. Yay dysphoria!) . I started hating hearing myself in the monitors or just reflected back by the walls, so just starting is making me feel anxious...

The executive dysfunction makes it worse, but it's probably more of an excuse for me... I want the voice I had on highschool.

You know, when I used to pretend to be a girl over voice chat to try and get thirsty guys to buy me things, and sometimes "just to practice so it's more convincing to scam thirsty guys".. That I was sure every cis guy did...

Jesus christ I ignored so many things...

It claims to be waterproof, but I wouldn't trust it to get wet, it feels fairly "not sealed" if that makes sense. Things with decent waterproofing tend to feel more solid with all the seals and things.

I might be able to get it to work in the shower if i am careful to keep water away from it. Honestly I should have just forked up the extra money to get a halfway decent one... That's on me.

I've heard of "sugaring" but never looked into it. It sounds messy.

My partner's wax kit is a hard wax kit that I've used on them a handful of times. It's easy to come off the skin when it cools, but at this point I would have to wait like 2 weeks to have enough hair to use it... I just am a bit of a whimp when it comes to voluntary pain. I can deal with literally being stabbed until I get to a hospital, but start pulling my arm hairs and I'll cry... Pain is weird lol

I'm still getting a skin care routine figured out, But I'm sure I will get the hang of it eventually. This is just the first time I've decided I'm going to stick to things long term...

I only remembered because my partner has one from college chilling somewhere around here. You couod even practice on all the "to burn" shirts!

Lol I'm not sure where you live, but here in rural Ohio, smack in the middle (ish) of the US, I'd definitely consider this area a "backwards shithole", compared to some many places. Then again, I still have access to gender affirming care even if I have to pay out of pocket, so I suppose I'm not bad off. Can't imagine how much it must suck to live in some countries though...