CookedOmelet

joined 3 days ago

You sound amazing!

[–] CookedOmelet@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 1 day ago (1 children)

This is so cuuuuute

Everyone's been so supportive, thanks T_T, my thoughts have been a hot mess, just a mix of anxiety and happiness, with moments of lucidity.

[–] CookedOmelet@lemmy.blahaj.zone 9 points 2 days ago (3 children)

I feel like I'm about to be in a similar place soon.

My egg just cracked after boymoding without much issue for 35 years. I'm initially feeling great but also having moments of doubt.

Anxious but excited to work through it, "imposter syndrome" and all. I hope for the best in your journey too.

Thanks, it's looking pretty good. I'm in Alberta, Canada and there's a few local programs that look great for me.

Thanks, that's good advice

Thank you so much ♡

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My egg finally cracked, or more like it has been cooking for a while and now it is finally done?

I turned 35 recently and despite all the really obvious signs over many many years - into gender bender anime/manga, occasional crossdressing for "fun" at home, is it just a kink? huge Miku fan, do I like her / want to be her? etc. I always kind of just compartmentalized it as a kink mostly. And I have a pretty stable life atm, I'm doing well, but maybe I felt a few things didn't fit.

I've always been slow with my feelings, but I've been reading all these experiences on egg_irl and transmemes lately. Especially Brook2Valley comics, and these memes/posts below really resonated.

https://i.imgur.com/nwKuHa6.jpeg

https://i.imgur.com/6GdK410.jpeg

https://alx.lemmy.blahaj.zone/lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/40941931

https://alx.lemmy.blahaj.zone/lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/41147595

I did some broader research to really confirm things for myself and damn, just admitting it finally felt euphoric. So much that I couldn't sleep and apparently it has fixed my ADHD.

I'm not even remotely ready to share with my irl friends yet, but I started looking at health care options locally that are trans friendly.