Ceres

Somsnosa hylics

I think you're on to something, whats the analysis of me liking rushdown or "zoners" that I use to close the gap and rushdown some more?

I think my two favorite that have stood the test of time are:

I do self-criticism constantly because I’m trapped in a Maoist cult where comrades (white terrorists) criticize me mercilessly for having a fascist credit card (VISA Silver Signature Rewards)

They won’t let me order vegan pizza anymore because the phone is fascist and “summoning my pizza slaves with a bourgeois app” is “bad vibes”

and also

The dive bar at the end of the universe

alright im prescribing you one (1) infodump about a hobby/cool thing of your choosing to me (if you want)

also seconding what Ideology said, and adding that your description is super similar to me, so feel free to send any questions if that helps. Regarding the paralysis for me I eventually decided to trust in my instincts instead of trying to rationalize everything, but that had to do with how strong my conscious-level self repression was. Letting my emotional instincts open up then let me start recognizing bits of euphoria and dysphoria and start addressing those individually without worrying if they aligned with any kind of social gender i had in mind, which works well for me. Also nice account name, nightshades are my favorite group of plants.

baba ghanouj is even better in my opinion, but can be more hit or miss than hummus when store-bought.

@Pluto@hexbear.net thanks for checking in a few days ago. Struggling with getting myself to some important work and wondering if anyone here has any tips & tricks for getting yourself to do some otherwise not-difficult report writing that I think i've trained my brain to complusively avoid doing from pushing through burnout too much.

2 or sometimes 1

battlestar galactica but that one is a bit contentious. I think its the best part of the show though

the 'Evangelion Finally' album has some danceable songs, just gotta mix Komm Susser Todd into that

also why I frequent healing crystal stores because the good ones have some cool looking or geologically interesting rocks, then it's 50/50 if it's a reasonable price or a $200 spray painted quartz crystal lol. although the real shame is when all the rocks are rounded and polished because that gets rid of half the mineralogy