Bat

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[–] Bat@hexbear.net 11 points 1 year ago (18 children)

If you had the opportunity to go perma stealth, never get misgendered again, never have anyone know, would you?

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 3 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Does it have to be real bug silk or can it be fake?

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

It’s important that you don’t mistrust everything your brain tells you though because that can lead to other people taking advantage of that

Already has happened desolate

(This is all assuming that your symptoms are bpd symptoms and don’t have another origin)

Anything else this could be?

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 3 points 1 year ago (2 children)

I am not on injections, I’m on pills

My endo recently halved my spiro dose because my T was low enough which terrified me and is why I don’t trust him, I keep thinking about going back to the old dose but I have a limited amount of those pills now

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 19 points 1 year ago

I had a dream last night that I got bottom surgery, it was a really good dream except for the fact that I couldn’t find anywhere that would let me pee. Waking up at 2am only to come to the realization that it was just a dream and that I’m stuck with this thing for years was very agony-wholesome agony-wholesome agony-wholesome

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 4 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I know I was trying to make a joke

That's what I meant by the second part, I mask my autism but I suck so hard at doing so it's ineffective like wearing a face mask half down is ineffective

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 6 points 1 year ago

I don't pass though

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 4 points 1 year ago (3 children)

yeah I mask to hide my hideous face

But actually I'm basically doing the equivalent of those people who wear a mask but don't cover their nose but with my metal health

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 3 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Borderline personality disorder is a lifelong condition.

There are no medications currently approved to treat borderline personality disorder.

agony-wholesome agony-wholesome agony-wholesome

Nearly 1.5% of adults in the United States have BPD, and about three-quarters of them are women.

If I've got that at least that makes me fem brained

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 13 points 1 year ago (8 children)

rantingI feel like I have no real personality of my own and just mold myself to whatever group I'm desperately trying to fit into at the moment, but it never actually works fully so I never feel like I belong so I just give up and try a different group/community and the cycle continues

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 4 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Okay that is good to know that it has a name and isn't just a me thing

My system kind of sucks actually because I don't trust my own alarm bells when it comes to people because I worry that I'm just doing that shit which was lead me to

CWGetting sexually harassed twice by people I should have cut out of my life well before it got to that point

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 9 points 1 year ago

Okay thank you I'm losing my shit over nothing again

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