Does it have to be real bug silk or can it be fake?
Bat
It’s important that you don’t mistrust everything your brain tells you though because that can lead to other people taking advantage of that
Already has happened
(This is all assuming that your symptoms are bpd symptoms and don’t have another origin)
Anything else this could be?
I am not on injections, I’m on pills
My endo recently halved my spiro dose because my T was low enough which terrified me and is why I don’t trust him, I keep thinking about going back to the old dose but I have a limited amount of those pills now
I had a dream last night that I got bottom surgery, it was a really good dream except for the fact that I couldn’t find anywhere that would let me pee. Waking up at 2am only to come to the realization that it was just a dream and that I’m stuck with this thing for years was very
I know I was trying to make a joke
That's what I meant by the second part, I mask my autism but I suck so hard at doing so it's ineffective like wearing a face mask half down is ineffective
I don't pass though
yeah I mask to hide my hideous face
But actually I'm basically doing the equivalent of those people who wear a mask but don't cover their nose but with my metal health
Borderline personality disorder is a lifelong condition.
There are no medications currently approved to treat borderline personality disorder.
Nearly 1.5% of adults in the United States have BPD, and about three-quarters of them are women.
If I've got that at least that makes me fem brained
ranting
I feel like I have no real personality of my own and just mold myself to whatever group I'm desperately trying to fit into at the moment, but it never actually works fully so I never feel like I belong so I just give up and try a different group/community and the cycle continues
Okay that is good to know that it has a name and isn't just a me thing
My system kind of sucks actually because I don't trust my own alarm bells when it comes to people because I worry that I'm just doing that shit which was lead me to
CW
Getting sexually harassed twice by people I should have cut out of my life well before it got to that point
Okay thank you I'm losing my shit over nothing again
If you had the opportunity to go perma stealth, never get misgendered again, never have anyone know, would you?