Bat

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[–] Bat@hexbear.net 9 points 1 year ago

cool awesome thank you I will buy those

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 11 points 1 year ago

yeah it sucks so much, pre hrt I could just comfort myself knowing that things will get fixed later but now that I am and things aren't immediately fixed I'm just like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GODDAMN IT but maybe I'm just impatient but maybe that's just cope because it's been like 2 years

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 11 points 1 year ago (2 children)

Does anyone have brow advice? I've got a gross uni brow and I've got to do something about it, but idk how

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 6 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (9 children)

food/weight shitAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK how did I GAIN weight between yesterday and today I only had 800 calories and YES I know about liquid calories I had no tea, coffee, soda, energy drinks, alcohol, or any other fluid other than water. This is so goddamn FRUSTRATING how how HOW

I know home scales are bullshit and are inaccurate and there's natural variation in weight and all that shit and it's probably just those things but still it is EXTRAORDINARY frustrating

First day in the past week that it has actually gone up instead of down

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 17 points 1 year ago (2 children)

I feel like my hairline somehow got worse despite being on hrt agony-consuming

Idk maybe I’m just imagining it I look like a different person every time I look in the mirror anyway

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 8 points 1 year ago

i have shit i need to do but I'm just completely frozen

i hate this i hate this i hate this

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 9 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

wtf my heart feels kind of fucked up. I don’t think it’s beating any harder or faster but I can like feel it in my entire body. This started last night and I actually had a hard time sleeping because of it and now it’s still happening after waking up the next morning

Am I dying?

okay I ate something with a lot of sodium and potassium and it's gotten a lot better

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 10 points 1 year ago

food shitI've only been eating about 800 or less calories day this week and I feel like it permanently changed my stomach. I used to be able to just eat and eat and eat and it was my go to emotion/stress coping mechanism, but like I just ate a small sandwich and I feel so full I feel like I'm going to throw up. I had a fast day on Monday but I've gone a day without eating before and nothing notable happened but this time it like reprogrammed my stomach and now eating anything hurts. I've lost almost 10 pounds in 7 days

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 5 points 1 year ago (1 children)

not really I just misery post here

but I guess no one calls me the r slur here so that's something

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 6 points 1 year ago (2 children)

getting a chaser bf but he's just repping and within a month she'd just be taking my e and shit

agony-wholesome

Being attracted to women makes me feel like a guy

guess I'll just be single forever

agony-wholesome agony-wholesome

[–] Bat@hexbear.net 4 points 1 year ago (3 children)

wtf how was this ableist?

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