Anxiety is a problem for me as well I'll be scheduling a psychologist appointment soon, just waiting for a call back, but knowing has helped me deal with it a bit more.
After decades of struggling and thinking everyone was like me, I just want to know what normal feels like.
What is more upsetting is that even if he "changed his mind" his current ideals is not what the voters thought they were voting for. It is still unethical for him to completely change his stance after getting the job.