Why do you have 2 posts and multiple comments talking about how you're being genocided in Arizona of all places? Go to a mens health clinic. Barring that find a shelter, if you can do neither find a unitarian church. There are no immediate resources here for you.
If you need help navigated what meager social outreach there is for you, I'd be happy to help you find someone.
If this is a mental health crisis go to an ER. Do not call 911 as a police officer may be dispatched instead of EMS.
Good luck, but I don't know how lemmy can help you if you're under threat of immediate physical attack.