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The original was posted on /r/tifu by /u/slender_dwarf on 2026-03-08 02:00:49+00:00.
I’ve been feeling so out of place. I’m 25 years old I recently lost my brother he passed away at 30. My other brother passed away at 24. I have no friends. I’m in school for nursing. But I’ve been drowning myself in liquor everyday. I just feel nothing anymore I’m failing my classes. I have to work full time now since my brother passed I pay all the bills. Normally I talk and pray to God. But now I’ve been distant. I’m not praying anymore I know this is bad to say but I feel like God is upset with me. I just don’t know anything anymore. I’m scared but at the same time I just don’t care about anything not even myself.
I don’t know if I’ll ever shake back. All I do now is drink I make myself look stupid just getting pissy drunk. I’ve gained so much weight I’m not loving myself. I don’t know how to speak with God anymore I feel worthless.
TL;DR: I don’t know where I went wrong I just don’t know