My first day out of contract work in five years, nothing concrete on the horizon, I have 1 month worth of funds
Autists have the worst employment outcomes of ALL minorities. ALL. No one fucking gets that. Old neurotypical black women (the historically hardest to be employed segment) have more statistical likelihood to find employment than an autist of nearly every segment.
The ONLY metric that transgresses these depressingly rigid criteria is wealth, which being autists have a 30% lower accrued wealth statistically for a variety of self-reinforcing reasons means that I am so fucking tired of fighting uphill for what everyone else just gets
Add on top of that my video feeds are now flooded with attractive, marketable autistic 'content creators' giving ridiculously bad vibe based advice and making hundreds of thousands of dollars showcasing the very thing that has made EVERYTHING in my life harder.
I am so tired and angry and everyone on lemmy is a fucking asshole for the last 3 months, and I've been mod harassed by a fucking supermod for at least that time tha the admis constantly refuse to do anything about and if I could break the universe in half with my hands right now I would do it without hesitation without a fucking thought for the rest of you.