Another breakthrough, folks. We can't stop winning

Thinking about the two books I have on the go rn but still really wanting to play Celeste more

The mega is safe from literary torment...

for now

Dare we tempt the gods...?

Is 800 a fated occurrence?

Thinking about how I might possibly still have a little bit of time where if I was on hrt my bone structure might change a little tiny bit a completely normal amount (I'm guessing cis people think about this every day)

Looks like my husband might tell his best friend and best friends wife about me next weekend. We will be seeing them for the holiday and he really wants to tell his friend. I'm ok with it I just hope it goes well. His wife is low-key one of the biggest sources of gender envy for me. I really hope we can still be friends. I doubt it'll be a problem but you know anxiety and all.

Me seeing the "MAN UP" sign in Celeste at the start

As an NB I feel happy with how I look without hormones and I think I’d feel happy (er?) on hormones, but idk. I’m on blockers atm.

Scratch that. I was not particularly happy pre-blockers (I was happy with how I looked tho), but I’m not sure if I’m happier now bc of blockers or actual self improvement. Can I get a control for my experiment called life?

Rad Pride is this Saturday. Half excited to go to a Pride Thing for the first time in like a decade, half nervous because apparently this has historically been a very anti-communist event and I'll be going to represent my party.

I got a little enamel pin that is this emoji . It's soooooo cute. I pinned it to my hat and wore it out today to my therapy session. I also went in full fem mode skirt and girls t shirt and sports bra with some "bust enhancers". I think I looked really fuckin cute.

Dumb question for the femmes, do men (that you don't previously know) often engage in small talk or friendly convos for platonic reasons or is it usually flirting? I've only been with queer ppl previously and the hetero world is bizarre to me

>try chilling with a comfy book in pride month

>>>protag has queerphobic parents who get large amounts of screentime

Okay look, right, here's a hot new rule I want all writers, directors, gamedevs, and more to follow. If you make things, this is your new directive: If you are going to put queerphobic parents in your story, they must die violently on-screen. Comfy reading.

I haven't felt very trans the last 24ish hours, chat is it over for me?

Since I don't want to end up in an actually dangerous situation, I tell all the possible appartments(with flatmates) that I am trans in the first message. I do however get like a 5th of the invitations to physical meetings that I got before. (or less, I wrote 7 applications and got invited to one place, and there the vibes were very off)

A small 1 room place might be smarter for now, till I am more established and know people again.

Appartment hunting clearly doesn't work the same for me anymore. I used to work as a cleaner and in a kitchen, so I could sell myself as a flatmate very consitently.

Fuck my Landlord for evicting everyone, so his nephew can move in.

stop constantly comparing yourself to cis women and making yourself feel bad CHALLENGE: LEVEL: IMPOSSIBLE

I actually don't really care if people give me evil looks for my presentation. I guess I got so much shit as a child for my hair, and still always kept it, that it doesn't matter to me anymore how other people react. Mostly I just have fun provoking old bigots, and they are far and few between anyway. But it's really funny how angry they look, but they can't do anything. They are powerless.

Wanna see me do 175 ~~km~~post/h? [insert missing emoji here]

I got a sleeping cap for my hair from my possibly-transphobic-flatmate (at this point I assume that she just does not think, like at all. She just doesn't get things), but I always wake up having rubbed it off during the night. Maybe I should sew on a chin strap.

I'm gettin' that woke blodd

and we are back

I wish I were better at dealing with conflicts. Mainly I just hide, to an almost ridicoulous degree.

We are just 100 away from closing pride month out with 666