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Surgery Questions (lemmy.blahaj.zone)

submitted 3 days ago by MissesAutumnRains@lemmy.blahaj.zone to c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone

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Hey hey all! TW about surgery questions regarding SRS parts and stuff like that.

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I have a question that I don't really know where else to ask. I have a specific set of dysmorphic concerns. Not everything kicks off the feelings, but some things always do.

One of the things that always triggers the feeling is testicles. I fucking hate having them, seeing them, feeling them. It's easily among the worst (or tied for the worst) things to deal with. I've looked at the possibility of seeking an orchiectomy, but a very small part of me is afraid that doing something like that but not going for "full SRS surgery" will just cause people to treat me differently. The question is only becoming a bit more real lately to me now that I may have the opportunity to actually get the surgery in the coming year or two.

Maybe it's a bit silly or whatever and I know gender and all of this is really complicated and more just up to us individually, but I guess I'm just curious what others think about all of this.

Has anyone done similar? How has it changed your dating life afterwards? Has it affected you in other ways? What kinda considerations are there for something like this?

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[–] Kayday@lemmy.world 3 points 2 days ago (1 children)

These are all really good thoughts, and I encourage you to take all the time you need to process your decision. Sexual topics ahead:

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I found that on the less frequent occasions now where I do masturbate, there is both less dysphoria and more pleasure from stimulating the glans and surrounding area as though it was my clitoris. I had already wanted a vaginoplasty, but this solidified my decision. Though I will add I personally don't enjoy topping because of dysphoria, and also have too much sensitivity now for it to be enjoyable.

[–] birdwing@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago) (1 children)

Thanks, I def will consider all that! Hmm, interesting. Got some questions, all also sexual topic stuff.

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What kind of surgery did you have, if I may ask? Of vaginoplasty methods a consideration is how well vasculated it would be (an important consideration for an eventual uterine transplant, if I ever can do so) as well the need for dilation & whether it's self-lubricating. And of course whether it looks 'natural' from outside and inside. But yeah. the ideal would be something that hits them all. Not sure if that exists.

Since you do seem to be able to experience stimulation there, out of curiosity, would you say it's easier or harder than with the former part to achieve orgasm (or 'wetness')? And does the feeling also differ? Like, I've not had surgery yet, but since being on HRT, I notice that I no longer need the 'cooldown' after orgasming, which is great, though I also don't feel like I achieve the 'trance' state anymore, and thus the sensory 'peak' is more moderate.

[–] Kayday@lemmy.world 3 points 2 days ago

Sorry to be confusing; I have decided on a full vaginoplasty but have not yet had the surgery.

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I am going for a peritoneal flap vaginoplasty. As far as I know, the only type of VP that can reliably self lubricate would be where they take tissue from the inside of your mouth, though that has the obvious drawback of limited material to work with. Among other things, what I like most about the peritoneal flap is that loss of depth is less of a concern. (Though dilation is still required)