So we met on VampireFreaks back when it was a social media site back in 2012? 2013? We were both in high school and I was a massive webcam he at the time. He had competition however he was the only one that pursued me on other platforms like Facebook. We've been in and out of each other's inboxes ever since. We only met IRL three times because distance but at least it was never 3000 miles. Unfortunately I think most of the time he was high and/or drunk but that's on him for hitting on a fat! js I just wish things could have been different because on paper, we 're really compatible but I chose to stay with the crappy dudes I was with at the time. I kinda regret it but maybe it isn't meant to be but that's the thing, if he keeps shutting me out neither one of us will ever know! Regardless of how things turn.out, I'll still have him in my thoughts and prayers. Unfortunately I give a s**!
You already know. He has made it clear to you. Stop chasing him. You will be happier if you move on.