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The end. I'm killing myself right now. I will take all the pills I can find and wash it all down with detergent and cleaner spray. Then I'll drink bleach. Then I'll hide in a big trash bag and stab myself as many times as I can, all in a random alleyway where I won't be found, and I can be eaten by the local wildlife or something.

I am NOT living as that FAKE disorder. I am not living in a world where everyone believes in that FAKE disorder that took everything from me.

Everyone who believes in that FAKE disorder is a nazi, and worse than the actual nazis during the holocaust. You're pro eugenics, but slow eugenics where the Useless Eaters are abused by everyone in their lives until they kill themselves instead of being given a morphine overdose to have a gentle death like the Nazis actually did.

I cannot live in the same world as literal scum. Eradicate that FAKE disorder and stop killing children in the most cruel ways possible.

Just make it end.

I hate that I'm still alive. Just let me die already. I'm not living in this world where everyone believes in that stupid fake santa-claus disorder. I'm not living as a lifeless puppet controlled by that FAKE disorder. I lost my entire life to that stupid FAKE disorder and continue to lose more. That stupid fake shit took everything from me. Eradicate that fakeass disorder already. The cure has already existed, all you need to do is stop believing in it. It's imaginary. It's the fucking Tooth Fairy and Easter Bunny. Autism is FAKE. It was created by nazis to euthanize inconvenient people for no reason. Aspergers was literally created so some inconvenient kids can be saved. It's all fake. Eradicate that shit. Everyone labeled as that shit as children was abused and neglected. Their issues are caused by shitty parents, shitty family, and abusive "schools". Everyone calling themselves that shit today are just boring losers so desperate for clout they'd contribute to misinformation that kills children in the slowest and painful way possible. Raise your fucking children instead of telling them to go away and blaming their issues on a fake disorder. All these shitty parents victimizing themselves for having "difficult children" when they literally created the child's issues. Maybe you shouldn't have shoved your kid in front of cocomelon to keep it quiet and convenient and call its issues from your neglect "autism". Maybe you should have taught your kid how to shower and wipe their ass instead of just watching TV all day and calling their lack of hygiene "autism". Maybe you shouldn't have made your kid the scapegoat of every issue in the family, and allow all the relatives to bully it, then call its held in rage "autism". Eradicate autism. It's fake. Stop killing children. The only people who call themselves that shit are people who were abused and groomed into believing their pain came from an ambiguous meaningless disorder (and have yet to learn they were abused and that disorder is fake), and TikTok addicted losers trying to be famous. At this point just be the next Johnny Somali, that'll be less harmful than giving a fake disorder that only serves as a scapegoat for abuse more false credibility.

Either you work for a corporation or you own one. The third option is death. Welcome to reality.

Best way to cry in public without anyone noticing

Hopefully my work clothes conceal the blood enough. I'll just say I fell off my bike.

She took everything from me for the chance of getting free money that some random person got for a child who had an actual disorder. Ironically her pursuit for free money is why I'm free and got a chance to grow, but I should have had that chance when I was much younger.

I will always be the reason why something doesn't work out. I will always be the problem. Everything is solved by just removing me.

Like, I should have died at birth like I was going to before some asshole scumbags had to "save" me. I serve as proof that not all babies need to be saved. Just have a new one or adopt a new one.

Which is everyone, obviously. Everyone wants me to fail and to live the worst life possible. It's funny.

Happy Birthday Ness and Lucas game.

I am now permanently banned from an office for punching a wall. If I need the service I need to go to any other location. The end is beginning. I can't hold in the rage anymore and it's now ruining my life.

Hey Bartender

I wish I could have just lived without that stupid shit being the reason why I did anything. Everyone else enjoyed and disliked media and hobbies, but when I did it was because of that shit. So of course I was forced to consume media and do hobbies hated while being abused into hating media and hobbies I enjoyed. So helpful. Thanks for nothing.

I'm still perpetually less than and such an oh so widdle reeree toddler trying so hard to be grown. I was right when I was 7. I should have killed myself then. It would have been funny, that a little worthless burden finally read the room and removed itself.

I've only envied the talented students in school not because they were "better" but because they themselves were credited for their accomplishment and not some imaginary disorder.

I envied everyone else because they could openly have nice things without everyone having some issue with it. They can openly have a $5 shirt without being called spoiled or rich, and having the staff do some petty shit to them every day. They literally had LV and Gucci brand stuff and no one cared, but my $5 shirt and $4 headphones were expensive luxury products I didn't deserve. I really should have just died.